so much for a positive note
alright, i need to rant before i explode on someone...first off, FUCK THIS! this whole shit with Danielle and Jason just isnt fucking worth it, so i'm not going to so much as talk to her anymore, because i dont like to be construed as a liar, and certianly as fuck not a stalker...i'm just walking with her to class and to her locker like i normally do, but no, thats too much for this asshole so he needs to tell me to stop stalking her
well fine, i didnt want to hurt her, and i still do care about her, so in order to make things easier on everybody...because thats what i fucking do right? i'll just leave her alone, for good, i dont want to lose a friend like her, i dont want it to end like this, but i'm just sick of having to deal with it when this Jason fucker is making me look like a liar and a stalker, so yeah, i'll leave it now
it really isnt worth it to have a friend that acts completely fine with things then goes home to her boyfriend and tells a completely different story than how it is, you know i really did trust her, and i wanted to believe she was better than that, but now i dont know what to believe anymore, so i'm going to just let my feelings for her all leave, i dont even care anymore if she's going to act like this, because i'm not going to have to deal with it anymore, i dont need to see her at all during the day, the only times i do are at lunch, when i walk with her across the blair circle, and then after school where i
meet her outside the gym, but you know what, i'll just eat with some friends who dont lie to me at lunch, then i'll go straight to class once its over, then i'll take another way to chemistry, its not like either way is longer, its just one way i saw her, and i'll just walk the other fucking way to the bus afterschool, its really no big deal, i wont have to put up with her again and right now i really dont feel like doing so
well whatever, i think that basically recaps any important events of my day and i've ran out of things to say anyway so you know what...whatever
-later
Steve
well fine, i didnt want to hurt her, and i still do care about her, so in order to make things easier on everybody...because thats what i fucking do right? i'll just leave her alone, for good, i dont want to lose a friend like her, i dont want it to end like this, but i'm just sick of having to deal with it when this Jason fucker is making me look like a liar and a stalker, so yeah, i'll leave it now
it really isnt worth it to have a friend that acts completely fine with things then goes home to her boyfriend and tells a completely different story than how it is, you know i really did trust her, and i wanted to believe she was better than that, but now i dont know what to believe anymore, so i'm going to just let my feelings for her all leave, i dont even care anymore if she's going to act like this, because i'm not going to have to deal with it anymore, i dont need to see her at all during the day, the only times i do are at lunch, when i walk with her across the blair circle, and then after school where i
meet her outside the gym, but you know what, i'll just eat with some friends who dont lie to me at lunch, then i'll go straight to class once its over, then i'll take another way to chemistry, its not like either way is longer, its just one way i saw her, and i'll just walk the other fucking way to the bus afterschool, its really no big deal, i wont have to put up with her again and right now i really dont feel like doing so
well whatever, i think that basically recaps any important events of my day and i've ran out of things to say anyway so you know what...whatever
-later
Steve