No escape.
Ya know, I am trying. I am doing all that I can to keep it together. I have been under a bit of stress. not so much of which is from school and or finals, but its tying in at just the right time for me to blame it on all of this.
Im depressed. I know im in trouble, when the depression is strong enough, I can sleep continuously. I slept about 12 hours today, as opposed to my average 4 if im lucky.
So ive tried to move on from her. I understand she doesnt feel for me as i do, its cool....ish. but for some reason, i cant escape her or thoughts involving her. we havent spoken properly in about 3 months.
I guess im a bit scared of her. Summer is here, and im hoping she doesnt come home for vacation. If she does, a confrontation will be in order and im not sure how well Im going to deal with that.
in other news, an acquantice of mine was suprised to see me alive tonight. im not gonna say why he was suprised, but i was honored it was me he thought had done it.
Im depressed. I know im in trouble, when the depression is strong enough, I can sleep continuously. I slept about 12 hours today, as opposed to my average 4 if im lucky.
So ive tried to move on from her. I understand she doesnt feel for me as i do, its cool....ish. but for some reason, i cant escape her or thoughts involving her. we havent spoken properly in about 3 months.
I guess im a bit scared of her. Summer is here, and im hoping she doesnt come home for vacation. If she does, a confrontation will be in order and im not sure how well Im going to deal with that.
in other news, an acquantice of mine was suprised to see me alive tonight. im not gonna say why he was suprised, but i was honored it was me he thought had done it.