Feb 26, 2005 15:28
I got up about two hours after I went to sleep and started some homework. Then did some chores and woke Bobby up so he could baby sit then woke up Jeremy 5 times.
He got pretty angry about it too. Don't fuck with him while he was sleeping. Then We went to McDonald's were some dumbass assholes made fun of me and Daniel. ("How's it going guys? hua hua hua") and the Krystal's and back to Parish's then to Morrow's then to Barret's (EQ's and Jay-Z heh heh) Then Morrow left and Barret took me and Jeremy to Monica's for her Birthday Party thingy. Carolyn, Mallori, Amber, and of course Monica were already there. Jeremy and Barret left and I decided to stay over there. We ate some awsome Fillipino food and I ate like 20 of those badass grilled chicken Shescabobs. Charlanne, Wes, some of their friends came over. I din't really like Abacrombie or the other guy but the Black guy seemed pretty cool. I felt uncomfortable around all those Fillipino's and guys I didn't know. It was cool to meet Anthony and that African Asian guy though. They were pretty nice guys as far as I could tell but still couldn't be myself around em. Just felt to outta place. Kristyanne came over and all of us tried to watch Anchor Man. Then we packed in Monica's room and talked. ((I still have trouble talking to Mallori in great depth. I just keep trying to keep my distance from her so I can get over her, because the more I talk to her the more I like her. I also keep being an asshole to her and kinda pissing her off. I'm not really trying to. I just don't wanta have to be so stuck on her. I can't get her out of my head. No matter what I'm doing she's always there. At work it's real hard for me to stay focused because all I do is think for 6 hour's and what about? Her. I just want to get her out of my head but I'm always around her. And it's worse when I'm not. I've been I a differant mood. My closer friends have noticed. I understand what Parish and Carolyn and Josh were talking about at Gray's that one night. Miserable when I'm not around her. And now, completely contrary to what I said that night, I want in a relationship again. I want to have a real one, ups and downs and all. Guess it's not meant for me right now.)) We went down for cake and Charlanne push Manica's face in their cake. and they had a cake fight in which I was wounded and had to clean up. The Girls showered togeter and I left to the Pink Floyd Laser Light show. I meet up with My cousin Jesse, Danielle, Drew, Matt Taylor, and James and we made fun of most of it. I saw Spud (Jordan Cavezell) and Matt's Ex, and Meagon and tje other James and Matt Camp and some 60 year old guy wearing Emerica gear up there. Must of the people there were from Southaven. The music was good though of course. Then I went home and slept.