Aug 08, 2004 23:12
well been meanin to update but forgot umm yea... the other night it stormed and i had to drive in it.... it sucked because i couldnt see the road at all and yea it just sucked.. not much else has been going on me n dave havnt been jamin alot cuz we need a drummer.. well thats probly all..
its really really wierd tho. last night i had a dream were my brother (who died when he was 9) was alive for one last day and he was about 16 and well it was really wierd because i never new him but we got along so much and we hung for the whole day and when it was his time to leave again i cryed and cryed. (i might have actual cryed in real life but im not sure) well then i woke up.. i was only asleep for 2 hours but the dream seemed so long.. well now its all i think about is my brother and i think im going to watch all the "homevideos" with him in them so i can maybe get to know wat he was like better. i duno every time i close my eyes i see him and i even told my dad about the dream and he said " he never sees eric in his dreams but he wishes he would" and yea there was a tear in his eye. well when ever i think about it now theres a tear in my eye..
later days....
sami i loveyou.