geeze.
it feels like things went from good to bad in a matter of seconds.
all ive done all weekend is work. i work hardlines for my the store and the guy that is pretty much the king of all things hardlines for 4 years and still going, just got transferred to another store. which is fucking sweet and leaves me in charge of that whole side of the store. i dont know the first thing about half the shit either. its shitty. ive had no time for myself lately i think i had plans tonight because i get off at 7 but the thing is, todays probably going to be hell without tim there i wont feel like going shit. i take calls like a fucking idiot and im going to have to start doing that. theres things that are taller then me im going to have to get down with ladders and im probably going to fall in break my neck. o fucking well though. i dont even get how they can expect me to be able to work all that by myself. im the only person under 30 that works pretty much open until close on saterdays and sundays that not to mention runs a part of the store.. i have school tomarow and my mom and dan went thru my mother fucking room again so its 8:00am i cant sleep so i have to go clean just enough time to get to work after that get home and figure out wtf im going to do for all my school shit. im really trying to be positive but ive just about fucking had it. i have absolutly no fucking time for me anymore. and im bitching and i dont care because id feel worse if i didnt say anything. the thing is my parents arent understanding at all i get home to shit i have to fix like the fucking mess the dog gave me of pissed in litter all over my bedrom floor. which, surprise.. i didnt even have to clean up but gave my parents this wonderful excuse to just waltz into my god damn room like they please. no fucking privacy. im sure maybe, hopefully not? some of you know how that feels. i dont know, but i think thats the worse part worse then actually having to clean is how i have no privacy. and they act like it would all be different if it was clean, but theyd still fucking go up there and look for shit wrong. i dont know. lately it seems like the only way id get shit done any way is just to turn to old habits the only way i would make time for me and get things done in a more 'possitive' manner. i dont know. its weird not being able to look forward to the weekends anymore. fucking hating fridays and saterdays. what the fuck. and these lovely stress headaches the docter gave me 12 lortabs for which obveously would be gone by now.i havent even gotten my first fucking paycheck. not that i have anything todo with the money, well.. ehhh. yeah they had my shit all fucked up i didnt have a number and password so i wasnt in the system, well they figured it out finally and i get my first fucking paycheck on thursday. im not even looking forward to it though. well. 819 better get started on that fucking room. itll be fune though. ill feel better tomarow im sure. i just need to not be so negative. but when its out its out. you knowww. im done bitching keep it fucking real guys.
all ive done all weekend is work. i work hardlines for my the store and the guy that is pretty much the king of all things hardlines for 4 years and still going, just got transferred to another store. which is fucking sweet and leaves me in charge of that whole side of the store. i dont know the first thing about half the shit either. its shitty. ive had no time for myself lately i think i had plans tonight because i get off at 7 but the thing is, todays probably going to be hell without tim there i wont feel like going shit. i take calls like a fucking idiot and im going to have to start doing that. theres things that are taller then me im going to have to get down with ladders and im probably going to fall in break my neck. o fucking well though. i dont even get how they can expect me to be able to work all that by myself. im the only person under 30 that works pretty much open until close on saterdays and sundays that not to mention runs a part of the store.. i have school tomarow and my mom and dan went thru my mother fucking room again so its 8:00am i cant sleep so i have to go clean just enough time to get to work after that get home and figure out wtf im going to do for all my school shit. im really trying to be positive but ive just about fucking had it. i have absolutly no fucking time for me anymore. and im bitching and i dont care because id feel worse if i didnt say anything. the thing is my parents arent understanding at all i get home to shit i have to fix like the fucking mess the dog gave me of pissed in litter all over my bedrom floor. which, surprise.. i didnt even have to clean up but gave my parents this wonderful excuse to just waltz into my god damn room like they please. no fucking privacy. im sure maybe, hopefully not? some of you know how that feels. i dont know, but i think thats the worse part worse then actually having to clean is how i have no privacy. and they act like it would all be different if it was clean, but theyd still fucking go up there and look for shit wrong. i dont know. lately it seems like the only way id get shit done any way is just to turn to old habits the only way i would make time for me and get things done in a more 'possitive' manner. i dont know. its weird not being able to look forward to the weekends anymore. fucking hating fridays and saterdays. what the fuck. and these lovely stress headaches the docter gave me 12 lortabs for which obveously would be gone by now.i havent even gotten my first fucking paycheck. not that i have anything todo with the money, well.. ehhh. yeah they had my shit all fucked up i didnt have a number and password so i wasnt in the system, well they figured it out finally and i get my first fucking paycheck on thursday. im not even looking forward to it though. well. 819 better get started on that fucking room. itll be fune though. ill feel better tomarow im sure. i just need to not be so negative. but when its out its out. you knowww. im done bitching keep it fucking real guys.