Im in Denial now...no, maybe its depression!
Yup, I think its called depression more than denial!
Ah! What the heck, why does everything with me goes wrong.....well not totally, but when you want something.....why does it not go like you planed it out to be?
Anyways, yeah it has been such a hell of a week here....first off that we got out scores from Tasks here which are so important cause it determines if we graduate or not.....well turns out that yeah I did okay on all of them...Yeah, all except for math!
Why make me feel bad about myself? Why? Jebus, tell me why you are doing this to me? Why?
Anyways, my counselor called me up and I knew that something was wrong, cause she calls me up when I need to ask her something important about College and this time I didn't sign up in the clipboard so yeah what was it? I went in her office and she was like I need to tell you something and I was like Okay.....she than goes like you did really good on all of your test....but you failed math!
Why? =(
I felt so stupid and slow cause I thought that I did okay not great....but okay...so I was upset and she knew right away that it wasn't a happy smile, but I was gloomy about it!
Oh, and than this week in the cafeteria we got our scores and my friend Olivia asked me if I passed it and than I told her that I did, but not math and she was shocked....yeah, well somethings in life are not perfect nor great....but hey at least I didn't fail all four of them like some of the stupid kids in school! Thank you Jebus! =P
Anyways, so I went with my brother and picked up my scores.....and than my counselor was like 'See, you are going to be disappointed because you where very close....'
Kay, so right now in my mind I am like 'What is she talking about?' than she looks at me and handed my scores.....all of them where good I am not going to lie....yeah they were good, but freaking math I got like a 2088 and the score to pass it was like a 2100! I was what like 12 points away from it.....she knew that I was mad cause I made this face that was like.....'Ah, why this!' =\
So, now I have to go in the summer and take it again (hopefully) than if I pass this part I am done with those test! Hurray! But I plan and hope that I DO pass them if not I am so going to get PISSED!
Sorry, but really if I study and go to some workshops this summer and not pass it.....I WILL BE VERY FURIOUS! LOL! ;)
Anyways, I feel depress right now that I had a chance and I did not pass....I am sad....and I feel very slow and stupid cause I have to take it again and I don't want to....=(
It is very stressing to know that I have to do it again! Oh well, I guess that all I have to do is study a lot and practice some more and just pray to Jebus that I can do it.....All I have to do I guess is believe in Myself and its all hella good!
Just pray for me that I can actually pass it the second time and not do this retarded test anymore.....=P
Anyways, in 'other news' I saw Ryan today in the hallway and both of us where wearing black and he was all happy that I was wearing his favorite color....It was cute though!
Than like I found out today that he is in Spanish as well as me! LOL, but I think that he is going to take Spanish II again cause he is wanting to learn the language....I mean really who wouldn't!? Right?
Ah, and than Olivia than found out that she didn't pass her test as well....only Social Studies and Writing.....she was sad as well....see I am telling you this test blows!
Man, what else.....also like since it is the end of the year now I only have to take two test (I think) and the other six I don't have to take at all yay!
So than this weekend I don't know what is going to be up cause for the first time in my life I have no homework to do! YAY! I feel so happy cause I can see some DVD's that I just bought and yeah there not the ones that you buy at the store....there bootlegged DVD's....hopefully it is some good quality stuff.....and I wont hear some babies crying in the background....LOL, it funny cause this one time I actually both one in the streets in Dallas and it was a black dude that actually sold it to me and you could not see it at all....the only thing that you could hear was actually some babies crying and than some couple saying that they where wanting to break-up, because he choose a really boring movie....or something like that....but I thought taht it was funny!
See, if you buy the bootlegged stuff....buy it from a professional....at least someone that recorded it really good.....or if the person is mexican make sure if he gives you the DVD in the box......cause they can tell you its in there and it really isn't! =P
Just letting you know......cause those people are so messy!
But...Sshh!!!!! Don't tell no one what I told you! =P
Yeah, anyways..... last time in class Amber a chick that I barely knew till this year told me that I was really funny....Okay, I hear that so much these days....I have no idea if it is true or not.....Whatever...Ooh, and I need to find her a card for her b-day cause she is sweet and she helps me out in my work no matter what.....so yeah need to find her something cause her b-day is tomorrow! LOL! I think I will give it to her on Monday though! ;)
Ooh, and since we talked about Ryan I think the obsession for him is still here.....we where flirting today and his friend than began flirting with me and he got jealous! I <3 it when boys get jealous and they get all upset.....Ha! Shows how much he cares really! =D
Man, but right now I need to get a move on....its late and I was going to post this a lot earlier....but hey!
Yeah, I know I bore you....I will shut-up now!
thanks for listening! =-)
Well, thanks for listening to me complaning!
CG
Ah! What the heck, why does everything with me goes wrong.....well not totally, but when you want something.....why does it not go like you planed it out to be?
Anyways, yeah it has been such a hell of a week here....first off that we got out scores from Tasks here which are so important cause it determines if we graduate or not.....well turns out that yeah I did okay on all of them...Yeah, all except for math!
Why make me feel bad about myself? Why? Jebus, tell me why you are doing this to me? Why?
Anyways, my counselor called me up and I knew that something was wrong, cause she calls me up when I need to ask her something important about College and this time I didn't sign up in the clipboard so yeah what was it? I went in her office and she was like I need to tell you something and I was like Okay.....she than goes like you did really good on all of your test....but you failed math!
Why? =(
I felt so stupid and slow cause I thought that I did okay not great....but okay...so I was upset and she knew right away that it wasn't a happy smile, but I was gloomy about it!
Oh, and than this week in the cafeteria we got our scores and my friend Olivia asked me if I passed it and than I told her that I did, but not math and she was shocked....yeah, well somethings in life are not perfect nor great....but hey at least I didn't fail all four of them like some of the stupid kids in school! Thank you Jebus! =P
Anyways, so I went with my brother and picked up my scores.....and than my counselor was like 'See, you are going to be disappointed because you where very close....'
Kay, so right now in my mind I am like 'What is she talking about?' than she looks at me and handed my scores.....all of them where good I am not going to lie....yeah they were good, but freaking math I got like a 2088 and the score to pass it was like a 2100! I was what like 12 points away from it.....she knew that I was mad cause I made this face that was like.....'Ah, why this!' =\
So, now I have to go in the summer and take it again (hopefully) than if I pass this part I am done with those test! Hurray! But I plan and hope that I DO pass them if not I am so going to get PISSED!
Sorry, but really if I study and go to some workshops this summer and not pass it.....I WILL BE VERY FURIOUS! LOL! ;)
Anyways, I feel depress right now that I had a chance and I did not pass....I am sad....and I feel very slow and stupid cause I have to take it again and I don't want to....=(
It is very stressing to know that I have to do it again! Oh well, I guess that all I have to do is study a lot and practice some more and just pray to Jebus that I can do it.....All I have to do I guess is believe in Myself and its all hella good!
Just pray for me that I can actually pass it the second time and not do this retarded test anymore.....=P
Anyways, in 'other news' I saw Ryan today in the hallway and both of us where wearing black and he was all happy that I was wearing his favorite color....It was cute though!
Than like I found out today that he is in Spanish as well as me! LOL, but I think that he is going to take Spanish II again cause he is wanting to learn the language....I mean really who wouldn't!? Right?
Ah, and than Olivia than found out that she didn't pass her test as well....only Social Studies and Writing.....she was sad as well....see I am telling you this test blows!
Man, what else.....also like since it is the end of the year now I only have to take two test (I think) and the other six I don't have to take at all yay!
So than this weekend I don't know what is going to be up cause for the first time in my life I have no homework to do! YAY! I feel so happy cause I can see some DVD's that I just bought and yeah there not the ones that you buy at the store....there bootlegged DVD's....hopefully it is some good quality stuff.....and I wont hear some babies crying in the background....LOL, it funny cause this one time I actually both one in the streets in Dallas and it was a black dude that actually sold it to me and you could not see it at all....the only thing that you could hear was actually some babies crying and than some couple saying that they where wanting to break-up, because he choose a really boring movie....or something like that....but I thought taht it was funny!
See, if you buy the bootlegged stuff....buy it from a professional....at least someone that recorded it really good.....or if the person is mexican make sure if he gives you the DVD in the box......cause they can tell you its in there and it really isn't! =P
Just letting you know......cause those people are so messy!
But...Sshh!!!!! Don't tell no one what I told you! =P
Yeah, anyways..... last time in class Amber a chick that I barely knew till this year told me that I was really funny....Okay, I hear that so much these days....I have no idea if it is true or not.....Whatever...Ooh, and I need to find her a card for her b-day cause she is sweet and she helps me out in my work no matter what.....so yeah need to find her something cause her b-day is tomorrow! LOL! I think I will give it to her on Monday though! ;)
Ooh, and since we talked about Ryan I think the obsession for him is still here.....we where flirting today and his friend than began flirting with me and he got jealous! I <3 it when boys get jealous and they get all upset.....Ha! Shows how much he cares really! =D
Man, but right now I need to get a move on....its late and I was going to post this a lot earlier....but hey!
Yeah, I know I bore you....I will shut-up now!
thanks for listening! =-)
Well, thanks for listening to me complaning!
CG