Wanting To Touch The Sky
Yup, that is the life...
sitting back here in you're living room....
doing homework....
listening to various music....
smoking a joint, chewing some gum....
No, I didn't mean smoke a joint....don't ever do that...that is bad for you....=P
(*Yeah, its bad... *Wink, Wink*)
Sike!
Kay maybe not technically doing those things, but hey you got the picture right?
and okay instead of me here studying and looking over for some notes....I'm writing in my journal and listening to music...why cause music is the bomb in this world....and there is never going to anything that is going to replace it at all...NOTHING!
Okay well school was like alright today...nothing that great of a deal....only that well first period now I have to type up a lot of sheets cause where doing this portfolio thing and it is going to be hell for the rest of the months...so much things to do before we get out of school and become "Officially" Seniors...Yay! =/
Oh, but it is going to be a lot of work for me....ahead ....and it blows really cause I wish though that I could already end this horror...school is just so Ah....!
But eh, I'm almost close to finishing so the hard work is almost over....really! =P
Anyways, yeah in the morning I like got in there and Amber was there all gloomy...and I really don't like to see people gloomy....I feel bad so I think to myself why not cheer her up? So I went up to her and said...Hey, You! I missed you so much! =P
and automatically it was like she got all happy and than she told me that she was sad, because she had a cold sore...and got it from her mother...not that great of a deal at all...so I told her that it was going to be okay and that she should be careful!
Well, actually I told her not to get that close to me cause she might pass it to me...so yeah she was laughing about it tough!
Eh, why not have yours truly make you laugh in the morning!? =P
So, me and the two Amber's where talking...and than Lauren joined in our conversation...yeah it was really nice though....somehow I guess I like to make people laugh....Eh, I really don't think I am funny...maybe sarcastic!? =D
Who knows...
Oh, and everything else was just blah...only thing that brightens my day is looking at Ryan!
Speaking of Ryan, Ehm...yeah I saw him today in the hallways....poor babe is like always by himself...Aww...see if I had a boyfriend...I wouldn't leave him by himself....but that doesn't mean that I am going to be right there wherever he goes....no...Eww...and the bad thing at Lamar is that a lot of the chicks here love to go to the bathroom with there boys! Okay, no that somehow will never be me....in the hallways and all that yes....but take my boyfriend inside the bathroom...that is a little awkward right!? o.o
Yup, so poor thing doesn't flirt in class...he knows a lot of people....but never talks to them...Hmm....weird!
But, goodness he is so hot....real hot! I mean, yeah like I said yesterday...its the obsessions of the white boys that have me a little crazy! =P
I mean yeah Hispanic/ Latino Men are hot too....but them white boys....they have this little sparkle in them that I just fall in love with them... But hey here is hoping that I can get me a white boy....not soon...but someday!
These girls in class where telling me that our school has the most pregnant girls here in Arlington...Wow!
That is Ummm....yeah, no comment on that..! =|
Might as well not say anything cause it will go all over the place really....
Okay so yeah yesterday I was talking about the first crush I had...yet I think there are two more...so here is number 2!
Kay, well there was this one boy....his name well let's just call him Cande...yeah well he had almost the same name as I did...so yeah that is all I'll go to...So anyways, funny thing I never knew was that he knew me before I knew him...well okay it was all because of Ta-Da...Robert...he mainly told everyone like I said....and yeah Cande was wanting to know who I was...well than actually me and Cande got to have the same class in 4th grade...so yeah I would sit next to him and we never talked...never, cause mainly I didn't like him, he was just an ordinary little kid that was dumb and immature...so why did I want to go out with a boy like that? Okay so yeah Cande and me one day we had to go and be partners..... not that great...yeah, I was pretty upset about it in the same time..... so I was okay so we where partners...oh, but oy my thought there of him changed really....he was really sweet and would always make me laugh so much and now I actually thinking that he was fliting with me....he was Mexican so yeah and than we where always together with each other ever since that day we would always...ALWAYS...be partners for everything! I would always tell him something and he would make a joke out of it....he was so random and sweet, the thing I liked about him was that he would always help me out in anyway taht he could help me out...like in my homework/classroom....and he would always tell me that he never liked his name...for some reason we would always talk about our family....his and mine! He was totally sweet and one day I heard that he liked me a lot...not a crush like all of us kids have.....no, it was the real deal now....he really liked me so much though...he wanted me to be his "future wife" though somehow I'm not going to lie at all I liked him as well....and even more than Robert though...that is why I never talked to Robert anymore...cause I wanted to go out with Cande...well yeah our crush lasted till like the last day I was in my old school....than I found out that he had gone already got me out of his mind...and yeah, he is totally out of my mind as well cause it was just something that he was wanting to do....but he never told me anything at all....never! I did want to go out with him....but he was just not doing anything at all....I knew he liked me....but oh well....I guess that it was never meant to be at all....really cause if it was than it would have been real nice! Real nice, maybe we would have stayed like together and forever....we would have been okay...bad thing though was that he was so jealous all the time!
But that is like so long ago....I remember it really good though....but it was just not something worth to wait for...Nah!
Meh, I could careless about that though! He was just one itty bitty crush just like Robert was!
My babe now is Ryan....Ryan...Ryan...Ryan... I <3 Ryan! =P
so, hoping that me and him someday do actually go out sooner or later...but hey you know...as long as we talk to each other than it is all great!
Hmm...though I would want sooner....like yeah right now....maybe tomorow please God! =)
Kay well taht is all for now....till tomorrow! ;]
Peace Out!
CG
sitting back here in you're living room....
doing homework....
listening to various music....
smoking a joint, chewing some gum....
No, I didn't mean smoke a joint....don't ever do that...that is bad for you....=P
(*Yeah, its bad... *Wink, Wink*)
Sike!
Kay maybe not technically doing those things, but hey you got the picture right?
and okay instead of me here studying and looking over for some notes....I'm writing in my journal and listening to music...why cause music is the bomb in this world....and there is never going to anything that is going to replace it at all...NOTHING!
Okay well school was like alright today...nothing that great of a deal....only that well first period now I have to type up a lot of sheets cause where doing this portfolio thing and it is going to be hell for the rest of the months...so much things to do before we get out of school and become "Officially" Seniors...Yay! =/
Oh, but it is going to be a lot of work for me....ahead ....and it blows really cause I wish though that I could already end this horror...school is just so Ah....!
But eh, I'm almost close to finishing so the hard work is almost over....really! =P
Anyways, yeah in the morning I like got in there and Amber was there all gloomy...and I really don't like to see people gloomy....I feel bad so I think to myself why not cheer her up? So I went up to her and said...Hey, You! I missed you so much! =P
and automatically it was like she got all happy and than she told me that she was sad, because she had a cold sore...and got it from her mother...not that great of a deal at all...so I told her that it was going to be okay and that she should be careful!
Well, actually I told her not to get that close to me cause she might pass it to me...so yeah she was laughing about it tough!
Eh, why not have yours truly make you laugh in the morning!? =P
So, me and the two Amber's where talking...and than Lauren joined in our conversation...yeah it was really nice though....somehow I guess I like to make people laugh....Eh, I really don't think I am funny...maybe sarcastic!? =D
Who knows...
Oh, and everything else was just blah...only thing that brightens my day is looking at Ryan!
Speaking of Ryan, Ehm...yeah I saw him today in the hallways....poor babe is like always by himself...Aww...see if I had a boyfriend...I wouldn't leave him by himself....but that doesn't mean that I am going to be right there wherever he goes....no...Eww...and the bad thing at Lamar is that a lot of the chicks here love to go to the bathroom with there boys! Okay, no that somehow will never be me....in the hallways and all that yes....but take my boyfriend inside the bathroom...that is a little awkward right!? o.o
Yup, so poor thing doesn't flirt in class...he knows a lot of people....but never talks to them...Hmm....weird!
But, goodness he is so hot....real hot! I mean, yeah like I said yesterday...its the obsessions of the white boys that have me a little crazy! =P
I mean yeah Hispanic/ Latino Men are hot too....but them white boys....they have this little sparkle in them that I just fall in love with them... But hey here is hoping that I can get me a white boy....not soon...but someday!
These girls in class where telling me that our school has the most pregnant girls here in Arlington...Wow!
That is Ummm....yeah, no comment on that..! =|
Might as well not say anything cause it will go all over the place really....
Okay so yeah yesterday I was talking about the first crush I had...yet I think there are two more...so here is number 2!
Kay, well there was this one boy....his name well let's just call him Cande...yeah well he had almost the same name as I did...so yeah that is all I'll go to...So anyways, funny thing I never knew was that he knew me before I knew him...well okay it was all because of Ta-Da...Robert...he mainly told everyone like I said....and yeah Cande was wanting to know who I was...well than actually me and Cande got to have the same class in 4th grade...so yeah I would sit next to him and we never talked...never, cause mainly I didn't like him, he was just an ordinary little kid that was dumb and immature...so why did I want to go out with a boy like that? Okay so yeah Cande and me one day we had to go and be partners..... not that great...yeah, I was pretty upset about it in the same time..... so I was okay so we where partners...oh, but oy my thought there of him changed really....he was really sweet and would always make me laugh so much and now I actually thinking that he was fliting with me....he was Mexican so yeah and than we where always together with each other ever since that day we would always...ALWAYS...be partners for everything! I would always tell him something and he would make a joke out of it....he was so random and sweet, the thing I liked about him was that he would always help me out in anyway taht he could help me out...like in my homework/classroom....and he would always tell me that he never liked his name...for some reason we would always talk about our family....his and mine! He was totally sweet and one day I heard that he liked me a lot...not a crush like all of us kids have.....no, it was the real deal now....he really liked me so much though...he wanted me to be his "future wife" though somehow I'm not going to lie at all I liked him as well....and even more than Robert though...that is why I never talked to Robert anymore...cause I wanted to go out with Cande...well yeah our crush lasted till like the last day I was in my old school....than I found out that he had gone already got me out of his mind...and yeah, he is totally out of my mind as well cause it was just something that he was wanting to do....but he never told me anything at all....never! I did want to go out with him....but he was just not doing anything at all....I knew he liked me....but oh well....I guess that it was never meant to be at all....really cause if it was than it would have been real nice! Real nice, maybe we would have stayed like together and forever....we would have been okay...bad thing though was that he was so jealous all the time!
But that is like so long ago....I remember it really good though....but it was just not something worth to wait for...Nah!
Meh, I could careless about that though! He was just one itty bitty crush just like Robert was!
My babe now is Ryan....Ryan...Ryan...Ryan... I <3 Ryan! =P
so, hoping that me and him someday do actually go out sooner or later...but hey you know...as long as we talk to each other than it is all great!
Hmm...though I would want sooner....like yeah right now....maybe tomorow please God! =)
Kay well taht is all for now....till tomorrow! ;]
Peace Out!
CG