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i dont want to go back to school, and cramped dorm rooms, bad food, and lots of work.
but i probably need to since all ive been doing is sleeping and eating and
jumping around the furniture.
I LOVE BEING HOMEEEEEEEE.
i just find comfort in being in my own room,
but it is really weird the memories that come back
to me just being in my house. it feels like summer
all over again.
i just feel like so much is expected of me at school,
and i cant just relax. when im at home i get stuff done
and have fun, but i feel like everyone is on such a tight
schedule at school. thats why i always run to jazman
and ask her if we can procrastinate and watch some movies
and then stay up all night in the lounge writing our papers hah.
ive watched new york minute about 10 times over break so far.
it is such a cheesy film, but i guess i am obsessed.
my nose has a fucking blister on it and it is driving me crazyzyzyzzyy
at least ive gotten lots of ideas down for my dance. kinda.
i wanted to write, but i have nothing to write about. due to me doing nothing.
but sitting on my laptop. at least someone bought my english book.
i still have to sell my other books and attempt to get myself some money.
i want to expand my dvd collection, and i have an extensive wishlist, but i
spent just about all of my christmas money on shit, aka other misc. pop star dvds.
i am so bored, and i left half my life at my dorm. and by that i mean:
i cant paint my nails, and i cant watch any of my movies.
ahhhhh nothing is on tv and i watched models be perfect for an hour,
and i watched fucking nanny 911. someone help meeee.
but i probably need to since all ive been doing is sleeping and eating and
jumping around the furniture.
I LOVE BEING HOMEEEEEEEE.
i just find comfort in being in my own room,
but it is really weird the memories that come back
to me just being in my house. it feels like summer
all over again.
i just feel like so much is expected of me at school,
and i cant just relax. when im at home i get stuff done
and have fun, but i feel like everyone is on such a tight
schedule at school. thats why i always run to jazman
and ask her if we can procrastinate and watch some movies
and then stay up all night in the lounge writing our papers hah.
ive watched new york minute about 10 times over break so far.
it is such a cheesy film, but i guess i am obsessed.
my nose has a fucking blister on it and it is driving me crazyzyzyzzyy
at least ive gotten lots of ideas down for my dance. kinda.
i wanted to write, but i have nothing to write about. due to me doing nothing.
but sitting on my laptop. at least someone bought my english book.
i still have to sell my other books and attempt to get myself some money.
i want to expand my dvd collection, and i have an extensive wishlist, but i
spent just about all of my christmas money on shit, aka other misc. pop star dvds.
i am so bored, and i left half my life at my dorm. and by that i mean:
i cant paint my nails, and i cant watch any of my movies.
ahhhhh nothing is on tv and i watched models be perfect for an hour,
and i watched fucking nanny 911. someone help meeee.