sitting in the libary
alright well today was alrtight i guess i mean got up and kinda relized today was gonna be an alright day and everything so basically skool has been alright....people are i dunno it seems like everyone is drifting away from everyone and everything so i dunno really.......it just is weird i guess!..and i guess im grounded from whut my dad said and everything so i mean i dont think ill be able to get online until the end of this week because my dad is stupid like that and everything and i almost moved to hicago last night cuz my dad told me i could and that he didnt want tayler (my lil sis) to but he would be more than happy to help me pack so i got some stuff ready and called my mom...and then decided that i didnt want to...but yea! plans for this week....tuesday..sitting around..wednsday..chillin around..thursday..youth group and gonna chill with robert mills...friday..hopefully ungrounded and be able to do whutever....so yea basically..i realy know whos there for me and eveyrhting...I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH THANK YOU FOR EVERYTING!..ALRIGHT WELL HERE JUST A LIttle something i wrote the other day while laying in my bed and just thinking....<3 you guys! <3 ash
Forever To Be
It’s times like these,
when I feel all alone.
Won’t you please,
come take me home.
I can’t stand the sound,
when no one is near.
It seems I’m bound
to this type of fear.
Is someone, someone coming for me?
Oh, please can’t you set me free.
I’ve walked a long way
to find a brighter day,
but I guess this is “forever to be”.
Tears stream down my face,
as I sit in the cold.
Wish I was away from this place,
with someone to love and to hold.
I don’t know what to do
or where to go.
Cause I didn’t have you,
and I just didn’t know.
All scared and confused,
about everything.
Almost like I’ve been abused,
without even knowing.
Take me far away...