Every time we like awake..after every hit we take..
Alright well this might affend some people by my saying this but i dont care because i need to get this off my shoulders! so yeah i guess here i go..! im sick of people telling me whut i shiould and shouldnt do..weather they think its right for me or not my life is none of anyone else's business but mine..i mean yea i can understand that i have changed and everything but let me do whut i want with my life..i dont say anything to you when you want to change so let me live my own life alright! but on the birghter side..lol sry about that! Been thinking lately and just been spending my time doing that..just writing and thinking!! i mean i dunno whut i really want to happen...scott and i have been talking like old times its really cool..and im jut really confused and dont know whut to do right now im sorry! and ive just been hearing so much stuff i just dont know whut to beleive anymore....i guess things werent gona be as easy as i thought they were..and i mean sure i like a couple guys and everything its just i dunno i dont evern feel like trying to let them know i like them..im just like for some reason all out of energy its weird....but i mean ive had the good friends of mine there to help me and talk with me! (becca,chris foreman,scott,gabby,jeanie, and yea everyone else) and i mean i dunno whuts been up with me lately! god i hate it! but anyways..still grounded and everything so woot woot for me huh! i never new there was so much stuff in my closet! lol wow! i was soo suprised! but yeah! CHRIS GET BETTER! LOL ;) and well yea basically i dunno really whut else! i mean just things lately i dont really even know! ugh! its just a really low feeling of lonlyness and i dont like it....