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I wrote this friday night and am just now posting it.
I have had a very emotionally exhausting day... So on the way to school today my dad and I had a yelling match, which ended with neither of us talking to the other and then once I left the car me crying in the girls bathroom for 15 minutes. The day was pretty good. I watched cruel intentions with Zoe, Kathryn, Sara B, Sarah, and Sara C during lunch, which was amazing.
Then I couldn’t find my purse. We’re talking over a $1000 worth of stuff, but It was returned to me 5 minutes before school got out with only $40 cash missing. The CTHJA banquet was incredible. I felt pretty and I got to hang out with the people I love. Hannah and Laura had me laughing nonstop.
Autumn met my mom in Lake Travis at which point my day takes a turn for the worse. My mom and I immediately start yelling at each other. I am crying hysterically. Mainly fighting over Dr. Pruitt and my medicine. Then we start talking about how inadequate I am and how I am a bitch 24/7. That car ride ends with 20 min of silence.
Stan calls me and makes me laugh and everything alright because he is stan and he is amazing.
Why do my parents think that the best way to solve problems is to yell till no one can stand it then not talk to each other until we are comfortable pretending that nothing has happened. As much fun as living a lie is, I don’t think I can take it much longer…
Before stan and I talked
After, I'm laughing hysterically...
I have had a very emotionally exhausting day... So on the way to school today my dad and I had a yelling match, which ended with neither of us talking to the other and then once I left the car me crying in the girls bathroom for 15 minutes. The day was pretty good. I watched cruel intentions with Zoe, Kathryn, Sara B, Sarah, and Sara C during lunch, which was amazing.
Then I couldn’t find my purse. We’re talking over a $1000 worth of stuff, but It was returned to me 5 minutes before school got out with only $40 cash missing. The CTHJA banquet was incredible. I felt pretty and I got to hang out with the people I love. Hannah and Laura had me laughing nonstop.
Autumn met my mom in Lake Travis at which point my day takes a turn for the worse. My mom and I immediately start yelling at each other. I am crying hysterically. Mainly fighting over Dr. Pruitt and my medicine. Then we start talking about how inadequate I am and how I am a bitch 24/7. That car ride ends with 20 min of silence.
Stan calls me and makes me laugh and everything alright because he is stan and he is amazing.
Why do my parents think that the best way to solve problems is to yell till no one can stand it then not talk to each other until we are comfortable pretending that nothing has happened. As much fun as living a lie is, I don’t think I can take it much longer…
Before stan and I talked
After, I'm laughing hysterically...