Oct 02, 2005 00:50
So she needed me to need her, but I don't. Not anymore at least. If someone would have told me as little as 3 years ago that I wouldn't consider her one of my best friends, I would've laughed. I mean come one, she was part of the fabulous four. We are blood sisters for christ sakes. Well, Yeah he told her that he feels dirty knowing she's still in Texas. how do I respond to that? a reassuring hug? random soothing mutterings? empathetic sobbing? She trusts me, but we aren't apart of each other anymore. I don't know what to say or do. I just can't make it up. It's too late.
Sorry for lack of details. Its my way of venting. I like being vague. Oh and it was a rather amazing day with a weird end.