A better way to describe it...
I wrote a song the other day (Falling) about how I felt for someone, which in my humble opinion, did not turn out as planned. Therefore, I made something more suitable, less forced to become a song, and thus a poem:
No Name Thus Far-Feelings?
If I ever lost my way getting back to you
I will look up to the stars and see you shining through.
And if you can't be there for me, my heart will break slowly.
I can't understand why, but I've missed you terribly.
You are the person I've met closest to perfection.
You may be modest, but it's true, I'll take no objections.
I cannot find a single flaw and even if I did
I've been blinded, therefore cannot see and cannot speak.
Sometimes it's as if I can feel your touch, and your gentle kiss.
The intensity is killing me, I can't survive like this.
Without you here and holding me I can't explain my head.
I'm barely breathing when you're near, I'm falling faster yet.
And though we talk on hours on end, I haven't broken through
The wall that seems to be up and invisible to you.
I'm still trying to get up the courage to say how much you mean to me,
but damn those words don't come out right, they don't come easily.
When it comes to you, my heart and head like to duel.
Though lame as it sounds I'm sure, that's just the way things are.
I'm trying to convey the message that I really like you,
and maybe someday soon, you'll feel the same way too.
I'm in no particular rush, but it'd be really nice to know.
When you figure everything out, to let those feelings show.
I've taken a risk and opened my heart, hope it's a good start.
And even if things don't turn out like I wish them to,
you will still remain a very close friend, and I'll wish the best for you.
This is all I have for now, I'm going out on a whim.
So if you'd like to take a chance, send me an IM ;p
<3
No Name Thus Far-Feelings?
If I ever lost my way getting back to you
I will look up to the stars and see you shining through.
And if you can't be there for me, my heart will break slowly.
I can't understand why, but I've missed you terribly.
You are the person I've met closest to perfection.
You may be modest, but it's true, I'll take no objections.
I cannot find a single flaw and even if I did
I've been blinded, therefore cannot see and cannot speak.
Sometimes it's as if I can feel your touch, and your gentle kiss.
The intensity is killing me, I can't survive like this.
Without you here and holding me I can't explain my head.
I'm barely breathing when you're near, I'm falling faster yet.
And though we talk on hours on end, I haven't broken through
The wall that seems to be up and invisible to you.
I'm still trying to get up the courage to say how much you mean to me,
but damn those words don't come out right, they don't come easily.
When it comes to you, my heart and head like to duel.
Though lame as it sounds I'm sure, that's just the way things are.
I'm trying to convey the message that I really like you,
and maybe someday soon, you'll feel the same way too.
I'm in no particular rush, but it'd be really nice to know.
When you figure everything out, to let those feelings show.
I've taken a risk and opened my heart, hope it's a good start.
And even if things don't turn out like I wish them to,
you will still remain a very close friend, and I'll wish the best for you.
This is all I have for now, I'm going out on a whim.
So if you'd like to take a chance, send me an IM ;p
<3