Apr 14, 2005 15:34
*READ THIS JOURNAL ENTRY WHILE LISTENING TO JIMMY EAT WORLD'S ACOUSTIC VERSION OF YOUR NEW AESTHETIC*
I have recently read Colin Blumer's journal and the comments that come along with it. Colin wrote "Andy I would give up my computer if you could live here again." And I thought wow. Thats so fucking hardcore. Colin's computer is like....I dont even know. But damn thats fucking hardcore. That song Your New Aesthetic makes everything impact you way more because it's so sad. And if I could live in Minnesota again I would. I will. Senior year. even if I have to live in a box. I will live there because all my friends in minnesota mean more to me than anyone can imagine. Colin is my best friend. I think the thing that impacted me the most was that I can't see him regularly and we can now no longer snowboard together anymore. That right there makes me extremely sad. My favorite thing to do was go snowboarding with Colin. Even when it was so crowded and rutted out. When the tow ropes would stop because of all the people on them. People here dont even know what tow ropes are. It sickening. If I could move all my friends here this would be the perfect place to live. PERFECT. I like going to Breckenridge. It is actually the best place to snowboard that I have ever been to. But I would gladly give that up to go home. I miss all of my friends so incredibly much. It impacted my life so much moving here. I hate it here. I can't stand it actually. I am trying to graduate early. There is a school in Denver where you take 6 weeks of classes and pass a test and they give you a high school diploma. If I did that then I could move back to Minnesota. But my mom is unfair and insists on making my life hell living here. I promise that I will be back. I will come home.