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You know, this lack of emotional attachment thing is working out for me. I can be let down, dissappointed, and it honestly not bug me beyond the feeling of dissappointment which fades after a day. I should've adopted this policy earlier. Would've saved me all kinds of pain.
And for some fucking reason, I'm starting to explore the depths of my beliefs, and coming up with all manner of explainations. Not like spirituality you know, cause I don't swing that way, just my standards and ethics. I know I do things for a reason, but I rarely know why until I have to justify it. So, until I either examine it myself, or have someone ask me why, and then explain, I actually don't know.
-chuckles-
I totally also got the, "I still want to be friends" line again. Followed by an apology in the words of, "I'm sorry." I was like, "Look, don't be sorry. You being sorry is you admitting you feel guilty about this. And you have nothing to feel guilty about. You made a decision, and that's fine."
I also need to not sleep for about twenty some odd hours. Not good for me.
Anyways, I'm off to get breakfast.
And for some fucking reason, I'm starting to explore the depths of my beliefs, and coming up with all manner of explainations. Not like spirituality you know, cause I don't swing that way, just my standards and ethics. I know I do things for a reason, but I rarely know why until I have to justify it. So, until I either examine it myself, or have someone ask me why, and then explain, I actually don't know.
-chuckles-
I totally also got the, "I still want to be friends" line again. Followed by an apology in the words of, "I'm sorry." I was like, "Look, don't be sorry. You being sorry is you admitting you feel guilty about this. And you have nothing to feel guilty about. You made a decision, and that's fine."
I also need to not sleep for about twenty some odd hours. Not good for me.
Anyways, I'm off to get breakfast.