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Jason invited me to spend Christmas with him, so I'm going to. He's a good friend honestly.
Been talking to Stefy alot, like we used to. Trying to make things right you know? She says she forgave me already, but I still feel I have to make it up.
I love her, always did. Just thought at the time Lynzee was a better choice. Yeah, how'd that one turn out, right? Fucking stupid on my part.
She told me something that took me a few days to understand.
Even if you can't be with the person you love, the fact that they love you back should be enough. I think she's right.
We're going to try and see each other on New Years and a couple days prior to as well.
And this next weekend coming up, I'm supposed to hit New York. We canceled going this weekend cause the train schedule sucked. -shrugs- What can you do?
My class has also decided to put me in charge, and oust the current guy running it. Something about the fact that he screws everyone he can to get ahead, never knows what's going on, and is full of shit.
Yeah, so, the class decided I'm a better choice.
I'm hoping this will factor into my military bearing score and such when we pick orders. It damnwell better.
And school's going pretty easy. My instructors are laid back, kinda let us do our thing, teach and explain when need be, and mostly well, trust us to do what we need to do.
I can't complain.
Anyhow, I'm going to go do something more entertaining, like watch a movie.
Been talking to Stefy alot, like we used to. Trying to make things right you know? She says she forgave me already, but I still feel I have to make it up.
I love her, always did. Just thought at the time Lynzee was a better choice. Yeah, how'd that one turn out, right? Fucking stupid on my part.
She told me something that took me a few days to understand.
Even if you can't be with the person you love, the fact that they love you back should be enough. I think she's right.
We're going to try and see each other on New Years and a couple days prior to as well.
And this next weekend coming up, I'm supposed to hit New York. We canceled going this weekend cause the train schedule sucked. -shrugs- What can you do?
My class has also decided to put me in charge, and oust the current guy running it. Something about the fact that he screws everyone he can to get ahead, never knows what's going on, and is full of shit.
Yeah, so, the class decided I'm a better choice.
I'm hoping this will factor into my military bearing score and such when we pick orders. It damnwell better.
And school's going pretty easy. My instructors are laid back, kinda let us do our thing, teach and explain when need be, and mostly well, trust us to do what we need to do.
I can't complain.
Anyhow, I'm going to go do something more entertaining, like watch a movie.