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well i havnt written in here in a long time.
i dont remember where i left off, but i finished sophmore year
and i got through the summer. i had a boyfriend ian, for two months in the summer
pretty much the whole summer.. but i broke up with him, which was really pointless.
i was happy when we werent bitching at eachother,which wasnt alot.but i miss him, i do. but i need space, and time.hes going to college next year anyway, so i dont want to get too attached.ill always have feelings for him, no matter what. off the boyfriend subject.
i need to be happy. for now im going to just have fun, and do whoever i want. =P ahaha im a jokester.theres already like 3 boys lined up ahaha but im taking it slow, i dont want to get into anything fast.theres so many cute boys. but i dont think anyone is going to compare to ian right now. but its okay.
over the summer, i was thinking about the person i acttually knew i loved. and i thought and thought and thought about it until, i couldnt think anymore. ahahah but thats over with, and in the past, he will always been in my heart, but nothing more. too much time was being wasted on thinking about that boy, and wanting to be everything he wanted.
im back in school, started junior year.
its not too bad but i just started today.
this year better be fun! =]
i dont remember where i left off, but i finished sophmore year
and i got through the summer. i had a boyfriend ian, for two months in the summer
pretty much the whole summer.. but i broke up with him, which was really pointless.
i was happy when we werent bitching at eachother,which wasnt alot.but i miss him, i do. but i need space, and time.hes going to college next year anyway, so i dont want to get too attached.ill always have feelings for him, no matter what. off the boyfriend subject.
i need to be happy. for now im going to just have fun, and do whoever i want. =P ahaha im a jokester.theres already like 3 boys lined up ahaha but im taking it slow, i dont want to get into anything fast.theres so many cute boys. but i dont think anyone is going to compare to ian right now. but its okay.
over the summer, i was thinking about the person i acttually knew i loved. and i thought and thought and thought about it until, i couldnt think anymore. ahahah but thats over with, and in the past, he will always been in my heart, but nothing more. too much time was being wasted on thinking about that boy, and wanting to be everything he wanted.
im back in school, started junior year.
its not too bad but i just started today.
this year better be fun! =]