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poca is ALOT better than buffalo so far. like the only thing is i can hang out with whoever i want to... but im not sure who i want to hang out with.. i know a few people there already... but they are all really different. so i have specks of friends here.
i want to hang out with the hxc kids there... yeah.. well the ones that think they are... but i definitely dont dress like that anymore. so i dont want to come off as a girl that has only heard of Underoath from FUSE or myspace.... i dont want to coem off as fake... coz im not... im just having some identity confusion now.. i dress however i feel like dressing that day.
im not here to impress people... i just want to pass all my classes and make a few friends along the way. friends mean alot to me. and since i dont have much of a family, all i have are friends.
OH. this girl was just talking aout how you are guilty by association. how who you hang out with, reflects what kind of person you are. its sad, but oh so true. hah
anyways...
i dont care much what people think
im kinda shy now.
i definitely dont want to come off as concieted, like i did at buffalo.. people thought i was stuck up coz i didnt talk to anyone.... its just that no one really interested me.
its wierd... i hang out with some people alot, like christina for example... but i dont hang out with her friends. not that i want to but yeah. dang it... i think i have to drive to effin st. albans tonight... maybe i can actually finish stupid homework like i was supposed to... thats due on friday... andi m in class now... and definitely not doing it now... like i should be doing. i have severe senioritis. argh.
i want to hang out with the hxc kids there... yeah.. well the ones that think they are... but i definitely dont dress like that anymore. so i dont want to come off as a girl that has only heard of Underoath from FUSE or myspace.... i dont want to coem off as fake... coz im not... im just having some identity confusion now.. i dress however i feel like dressing that day.
im not here to impress people... i just want to pass all my classes and make a few friends along the way. friends mean alot to me. and since i dont have much of a family, all i have are friends.
OH. this girl was just talking aout how you are guilty by association. how who you hang out with, reflects what kind of person you are. its sad, but oh so true. hah
anyways...
i dont care much what people think
im kinda shy now.
i definitely dont want to come off as concieted, like i did at buffalo.. people thought i was stuck up coz i didnt talk to anyone.... its just that no one really interested me.
its wierd... i hang out with some people alot, like christina for example... but i dont hang out with her friends. not that i want to but yeah. dang it... i think i have to drive to effin st. albans tonight... maybe i can actually finish stupid homework like i was supposed to... thats due on friday... andi m in class now... and definitely not doing it now... like i should be doing. i have severe senioritis. argh.