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so. i went to go see modest mouse in louisville KY with daniel last thursday, which was definitely my 18th birthday.
lets just say i was being a PMSing bitch from hell.
So friday night, daniel didnt really talk to me... i tried to be POSITIVE by thinking that he was just tired, but he wasnt tired enough to go play halo with the guys.
i didnt sleep very well
So i call him around noon on saturday while waiting on erin. No answer. he calls back and its slightly akward. its wierd, then comes me saying, "are we breaking up?" he replies, " i dont know, i love you so much, but youre negitive and it brings me down"
So erin gets there and i continue to talk to daniel. he says we both need time to think and he would call me after work.
So erin and i go to the Mall, build bears, of course i built one for daniel, a pathetic attempt at saving our fragile relationship.
we go to starbucks then we head for summersville and go hiking at carnifex ferry, had a mud fight, hiked in the dark, tormented by mice, and rustling in the dark, and fog.
erin took me home and daniel called me. we talked for like 2 hours and i cried.
but were ok now. weve hung out alot lately too, so thats cool.
he had a lil "boys night out" and played halo, and i havent talked to him since noonish.
ive been hanging out with brittany hale and abbie and some guy named matt. he mentioned "video game" and i asked him if he played halo. and he said yes, and i asked him to teach me how to play. so thats what im going to do tomorrow... playing halo.
brittany thinks that im doing this to see what all the fuss is about and why is seems to get in the way of things. but it doesnt really. i try to understand. but sometimes it seems like its really important.
Anyways, i havent been this happy with a guy ever. i really want to hang on to it too. because something this incredible might now come around until im 30.
yep thats about it.
lets just say i was being a PMSing bitch from hell.
So friday night, daniel didnt really talk to me... i tried to be POSITIVE by thinking that he was just tired, but he wasnt tired enough to go play halo with the guys.
i didnt sleep very well
So i call him around noon on saturday while waiting on erin. No answer. he calls back and its slightly akward. its wierd, then comes me saying, "are we breaking up?" he replies, " i dont know, i love you so much, but youre negitive and it brings me down"
So erin gets there and i continue to talk to daniel. he says we both need time to think and he would call me after work.
So erin and i go to the Mall, build bears, of course i built one for daniel, a pathetic attempt at saving our fragile relationship.
we go to starbucks then we head for summersville and go hiking at carnifex ferry, had a mud fight, hiked in the dark, tormented by mice, and rustling in the dark, and fog.
erin took me home and daniel called me. we talked for like 2 hours and i cried.
but were ok now. weve hung out alot lately too, so thats cool.
he had a lil "boys night out" and played halo, and i havent talked to him since noonish.
ive been hanging out with brittany hale and abbie and some guy named matt. he mentioned "video game" and i asked him if he played halo. and he said yes, and i asked him to teach me how to play. so thats what im going to do tomorrow... playing halo.
brittany thinks that im doing this to see what all the fuss is about and why is seems to get in the way of things. but it doesnt really. i try to understand. but sometimes it seems like its really important.
Anyways, i havent been this happy with a guy ever. i really want to hang on to it too. because something this incredible might now come around until im 30.
yep thats about it.