Life is SO not fair
I don't know what to say.... Envious? probably. Frustrated? definitely. Hurt? a little.
Why? Simple: I miss Jenifer. I haven't seen Jen outside of a work setting since Commencement (yeah, I know, 5 or 6 days, so what?) but it's depressing to me. We were supposed to go out tonight (Fri) but since neither of us had any money (and I had no gas) it didn't happen. It would have been our first REAL one-on-one date in almost two months; dinner, movie, the whole 9 yards. I was even going to bust out the suit and tie. What happened? nothing. Jen even went out with her best friend Kris.
I suppose I shouldn't care, Kris is her best friend and all, and I'm probably over-reacting, but I really miss talking to her. She's never online anymore and I don't even get to talk to her. I mean, I'm her fiancee and her friends talk to her more than I do. Maybe I'm being inconsiderate to her feelings or something, I don't even know. All I know right now is that I've talked to her ONCE (on the phone, for 10-15 minutes) since Tuesday and I'm going crazy.
Jeni: if/when you see this, I miss you like crazy, and I don't know what the deal is... why won't you even get online to talk to me? Is hanging out with Kris/Ryan so important to you that it shoves me in the backseat? Did I do something to piss you off? What's the deal?
Anyway...now that I got that out of my system...
Jen, I love you, and I'm not trying to make you look bad, just expressing my frustration at our situation. I'll call u tomorrow, ok? Love you!
Why? Simple: I miss Jenifer. I haven't seen Jen outside of a work setting since Commencement (yeah, I know, 5 or 6 days, so what?) but it's depressing to me. We were supposed to go out tonight (Fri) but since neither of us had any money (and I had no gas) it didn't happen. It would have been our first REAL one-on-one date in almost two months; dinner, movie, the whole 9 yards. I was even going to bust out the suit and tie. What happened? nothing. Jen even went out with her best friend Kris.
I suppose I shouldn't care, Kris is her best friend and all, and I'm probably over-reacting, but I really miss talking to her. She's never online anymore and I don't even get to talk to her. I mean, I'm her fiancee and her friends talk to her more than I do. Maybe I'm being inconsiderate to her feelings or something, I don't even know. All I know right now is that I've talked to her ONCE (on the phone, for 10-15 minutes) since Tuesday and I'm going crazy.
Jeni: if/when you see this, I miss you like crazy, and I don't know what the deal is... why won't you even get online to talk to me? Is hanging out with Kris/Ryan so important to you that it shoves me in the backseat? Did I do something to piss you off? What's the deal?
Anyway...now that I got that out of my system...
Jen, I love you, and I'm not trying to make you look bad, just expressing my frustration at our situation. I'll call u tomorrow, ok? Love you!