happy zombie jeses eating discarded multi colored rabbit eggs day

[lastflighthome]

so on the way back to school tonight i kinda just sat and thought. man i need to get more serious about everything. i've been trying in class and stuff and making good grades but i dont really think i've put any emotion into any of the art i have made. most of it just seems like i was a robot and not feeling anything. so i am making the oath to be more of myself and not over think and process my work to death i want that raw and emotive feeling that describes me.on another note the weekend was kind of dull. i made amistake by not going with amanda to her parents. i had fun at damiens but it was still bleh. sheesh amanda is pretty. i keep looking at her out of the corner of my eye and it makes me smile. i'm one lucky hombre. hehehe]
also i bought the coheed live dvd. it's greatness. i'm excited about drawing tomorrow not so much about 3-d design. i'm just not feeling the prioject we are working on. anyways yeah