Daddy issues,the flu and an angel...
I don't even know why i try with my Dad! he is such an antisocial freak! i blame the psychologist who made me forgive him i liked it better when i ignored his existence too bad she didn't cure my commitment issues and my irrational fear of escalators. My Dad wasn't a bad father he clothed and fed us but the things i saw in my childhood where enough to never trust man, to think that all men are abusive, to dislike and even hate drunks ahhh....my childhood memories how fond i am of them.
Anyway he keeps avoid my questions such as the where abouts of my great grandmother and her phone number.
He also suggested the wonderful idea of moving to Canda to work as if i would ever leave london! i love london and its public transport i can barely walk without tripping in flat shoes let alone learning how to drive a car! although i would like to go to Canda on holiday but not to live i grew up in london and i'm going to die in london!
I've been sick for the past few days stupid flu i missed out on so many things this week like going to the theatre with jenny and going to a gay club to dance like a crazy monkey with my cool tranny friend and i'm going to miss going clubbing with Kat on Saturday! oh yeah i was meant to do some kind of work for uni. i get my results for my coursework tomorrow i just hoped i get a pass although it would be great if i get a first but i don't deserve it i didn't work hard enough! i hate myself for being so lazy i could have finished with with a first degree now i'm going to finish uni with a second i'm so disappointed in my self!
I'm so looking forward to tomorrow i get to watch supernatural! so yay! i can't wait to see the love of my life Castiel! hmm....Castiel the things i would do to that angel...hehehehe....
Anyway he keeps avoid my questions such as the where abouts of my great grandmother and her phone number.
He also suggested the wonderful idea of moving to Canda to work as if i would ever leave london! i love london and its public transport i can barely walk without tripping in flat shoes let alone learning how to drive a car! although i would like to go to Canda on holiday but not to live i grew up in london and i'm going to die in london!
I've been sick for the past few days stupid flu i missed out on so many things this week like going to the theatre with jenny and going to a gay club to dance like a crazy monkey with my cool tranny friend and i'm going to miss going clubbing with Kat on Saturday! oh yeah i was meant to do some kind of work for uni. i get my results for my coursework tomorrow i just hoped i get a pass although it would be great if i get a first but i don't deserve it i didn't work hard enough! i hate myself for being so lazy i could have finished with with a first degree now i'm going to finish uni with a second i'm so disappointed in my self!
I'm so looking forward to tomorrow i get to watch supernatural! so yay! i can't wait to see the love of my life Castiel! hmm....Castiel the things i would do to that angel...hehehehe....