Cigarette Smoke
The holiday season is really enough to bring anyone down.. and as always I've set myself on the path to christmas depression. Cory and I went out to city club tonight -- which broke my 3 day streak of cabin fever in my room. It helped a bit...
This is where i get peccemistic~
...now im tired, sweaty, and stink of cigarettes. Got home, sifted through old livejournals i havent looked at in ages. Saw that my little sister posted to nicollette that she's sorry that I'm such a douche, but she still wants to be nicollettes friend. They should hang out some time -- says she. Im glad that the one person i bought a gift for this holiday season has such high regards for me.
This post originally had a huge rant about how my sister doesnt giev a fuck about anyone.. but ive since backspaced it...
With my holiday season being so upbeat -- I havent seen chris in like 2 weeks... and no ones around to hang out with -- and i have no money to do anything -- and im in financial distress about schooling -- and my mom isnt helping me get the loans i need to pay my tuition.. and im all around fucked.
Im glad that im not the only one that has faith in my ability to land on my feet regardless of turmoil. Thank you family for leaving it up to my feline landing skillz to produce my tuition money and rent. And I have no one to talk to.. and now im stuck writing it in livejournal ... how pathetic. :/
This is where i get peccemistic~
...now im tired, sweaty, and stink of cigarettes. Got home, sifted through old livejournals i havent looked at in ages. Saw that my little sister posted to nicollette that she's sorry that I'm such a douche, but she still wants to be nicollettes friend. They should hang out some time -- says she. Im glad that the one person i bought a gift for this holiday season has such high regards for me.
This post originally had a huge rant about how my sister doesnt giev a fuck about anyone.. but ive since backspaced it...
With my holiday season being so upbeat -- I havent seen chris in like 2 weeks... and no ones around to hang out with -- and i have no money to do anything -- and im in financial distress about schooling -- and my mom isnt helping me get the loans i need to pay my tuition.. and im all around fucked.
Im glad that im not the only one that has faith in my ability to land on my feet regardless of turmoil. Thank you family for leaving it up to my feline landing skillz to produce my tuition money and rent. And I have no one to talk to.. and now im stuck writing it in livejournal ... how pathetic. :/