Aug 03, 2006 21:12
The entire summer for me has consisted of:
trying to make plans -->
looking forward to them -->
plans falling through and me remaking plans.
It's hard to find reasons to wake up every day when you know that every reason you can find is just waiting to disappear. I know its not anyone's fault; but it's really unmotivating.
I went to install flash mx today so i could do some fun internet stuff -- and found out the install i grabbed is password protected. So I have to redownload it. BUT, by tomorrow a lot of cute lil flash objects should start appearing on my myspace. Time to drug myself with some NyQuil so I can wake up tomorrow and shelf books. Ohhh exciting.
I still wear your heart around my throat...
with barely the air enough to choke.