[Private//Hackable]
Under observation of this city, there is far too much occurring for me to ignore. Days where people's personalities change like the changing direction of the wind and makes them forget who they are.
It would be frightening had it not seemed so surreal.
Riki.. he was not affected. For the briefest moment that I managed to hold him in my arms that night as the building fell, I may have felt something that was close to being content.
But that was all I could do. That was all that I would wish to do for him.
This isn't Tanagura or Amoi. My only link to him is the ring, which for whatever reason that I am certain even Jupiter would have no answer to, is still on him.
.. if I wished for him to keep it on until the moment he truly became mine..
...
Delusions. I'm above it.
I watch him speak with companions he makes and am assured he is safe. It is not as if I have given him any reason to return to me when he does not will it. That time, he returned and that was enough.
If only.
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... It was like watching it all over again..
What is that carousel..?