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yaY Eeaster...wheee....
so i dont know if i wrote about it..but after 2 years through treatments and chemo...and surgeries.....thinking she was in the clear scotts mom found anohter cancer tumor...sad right?
how upsetting is that?...you have this horrid thing happend to you and you think your inthe clear and you just about done your treatment......and BAM..no you still have cancer.....
so anyway
they got out the "last" tumor....and she has the choice to back to chemo or not....i dont know if this is good or bad...she of course tells me shes doiing good....but its in her lymphnodes so supposeldy thats really bad.....but thast just what she leads on....
anyway...im going on a cruise in sept with scott and slynda and andri.....and lynda goes on about if i should get insurance....for the trip...like maybe sometihing will happen to scotts mom that like well have to cancel...how sad is that.....like.....i know its possible....but to acutally think about it.....well lets get insurance on our trip just incase your mom passes....like how do i bring that up to scott.?.....
God..i think about her and cry...she loves the beach....but she may never see it again....and like....she may never see scott and i walk down the aisle....or if we were ever to have grandkids...she may neverknow them...
im tearing up....i cannot imagine that....i just pray instead...
anyway...syd and maria came over tonite to play power hour...that was fun...and im tipsy....i just ate rament noodles...they were delisousc
my mom made dinner tonite.....it was nice to have people together...
happy easter xoxo
so i dont know if i wrote about it..but after 2 years through treatments and chemo...and surgeries.....thinking she was in the clear scotts mom found anohter cancer tumor...sad right?
how upsetting is that?...you have this horrid thing happend to you and you think your inthe clear and you just about done your treatment......and BAM..no you still have cancer.....
so anyway
they got out the "last" tumor....and she has the choice to back to chemo or not....i dont know if this is good or bad...she of course tells me shes doiing good....but its in her lymphnodes so supposeldy thats really bad.....but thast just what she leads on....
anyway...im going on a cruise in sept with scott and slynda and andri.....and lynda goes on about if i should get insurance....for the trip...like maybe sometihing will happen to scotts mom that like well have to cancel...how sad is that.....like.....i know its possible....but to acutally think about it.....well lets get insurance on our trip just incase your mom passes....like how do i bring that up to scott.?.....
God..i think about her and cry...she loves the beach....but she may never see it again....and like....she may never see scott and i walk down the aisle....or if we were ever to have grandkids...she may neverknow them...
im tearing up....i cannot imagine that....i just pray instead...
anyway...syd and maria came over tonite to play power hour...that was fun...and im tipsy....i just ate rament noodles...they were delisousc
my mom made dinner tonite.....it was nice to have people together...
happy easter xoxo