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i'm in a really weird mood after watching queer as folk. it was such and amazing episode. it left me hyperventilating. now i can't catch my breath because of all the pent up energy and anxiety. it just occurred to me how much these characters have grown since i started watching the show. anyway...
i really don't want to go to internships tomorrow. i feel unprepared and apprehensive about hanging out with complete strangers who are probably many years my senior and will look down upon me. i love that our school feels the need to torture me with these activities. so now, instead of sleeping, i'm freaking out and listening to brand new.
oh, and on a side note: i had this really random dream a few nights ago. all i remember is that my fifth grade teacher, mrs. gessert, was sitting in a really ugly car in front of a motel in the rain. hmm, i wonder what that means?
i really don't want to go to internships tomorrow. i feel unprepared and apprehensive about hanging out with complete strangers who are probably many years my senior and will look down upon me. i love that our school feels the need to torture me with these activities. so now, instead of sleeping, i'm freaking out and listening to brand new.
oh, and on a side note: i had this really random dream a few nights ago. all i remember is that my fifth grade teacher, mrs. gessert, was sitting in a really ugly car in front of a motel in the rain. hmm, i wonder what that means?