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Rediscovered some of my old journals. I really wish I could still access my old Open Diary but apparently they delete it if you don't use it after awhile. Which really sucks because I had alot of good stuff in there.
It's interesting what you find when you start digging.
Well, once again, I got bored and and redid my lj. Now it matches my myspace. how cute :P
Tomorrow's my family grad party and then I'm going to Kate's. Hopefully I'll get to see Dave before hand. That would be nice.
Everytime I get hungry, I can' figure out what I want to eat because I'll I can think about is sushi. Which is a really killer on my money. I can't get enough of it though. [yum]
Currently, I'm really bored. And I can never go to sleep when I want to, or when I used to normally. So right now it's....1:34 in the am and I normally go to bed around 9:30/10. which kind of sucks because I'm always so damn tired in the morning.
I need to start running everyday again. I'm start to feel ick fat. :P and that's no good.
It kind of depresses me that I can't write like I used to. As if the only good poetry or whatever I wrote was only profound and really good when I was unbelieveably depressed and cutting myself. Alot of the stuff I found had some of my old poetry in it and I can't write like that even if i tried.
oh well.
I should probably go to bed and hope that I don't have to fake having a good time tomorrow. Hold ing a fake smile can really hurt your face.
It's interesting what you find when you start digging.
Well, once again, I got bored and and redid my lj. Now it matches my myspace. how cute :P
Tomorrow's my family grad party and then I'm going to Kate's. Hopefully I'll get to see Dave before hand. That would be nice.
Everytime I get hungry, I can' figure out what I want to eat because I'll I can think about is sushi. Which is a really killer on my money. I can't get enough of it though. [yum]
Currently, I'm really bored. And I can never go to sleep when I want to, or when I used to normally. So right now it's....1:34 in the am and I normally go to bed around 9:30/10. which kind of sucks because I'm always so damn tired in the morning.
I need to start running everyday again. I'm start to feel ick fat. :P and that's no good.
It kind of depresses me that I can't write like I used to. As if the only good poetry or whatever I wrote was only profound and really good when I was unbelieveably depressed and cutting myself. Alot of the stuff I found had some of my old poetry in it and I can't write like that even if i tried.
oh well.
I should probably go to bed and hope that I don't have to fake having a good time tomorrow. Hold ing a fake smile can really hurt your face.