It's naive to think you can fix a person...been naive to longlastcommanderAugust 28 2004, 04:35:13 UTC
I guess it's you Heather... A little too ironic ... and yeah I really do think. It was the right decision, I've been frustrated with you too much lately and I really don't have the time to let anyone drag me down. You don't need me nymore, well then I shouldn't either, simple logic. Just listen to Alanis Morisette and you'll get what I mean by I had no other choice. I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy cuz I've got things to do I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me cuz I don't need you to
I'm not needy I don't get clingy much I am not scared I'm not afraid as such I'm not dependent Rock solid stays in touch Doth I protest too much
and it all begins with you
anonymous
August 28 2004, 15:35:07 UTC
What have I done that's been so frustrated? Just because we don't talk as much as I'd like (and yes, I do accept responsibity for that, it was mostly my fault) isn't a good enough reason to end a friendship. I still really care for you, and I don't want this to go out the window because of something so stupid.
On the other hand, I shouldn't have to beg you to be my friend.
It's up in your court, really. But I guess I already know what the answer is.
Re: and it all begins with youlastcommanderAugust 28 2004, 15:47:14 UTC
That's at least the 3rd time we're at that point >.> It's always when I'm not there you realize you care. If we aren't able to talk how can we be friends? I don't know what you think but to me not talking means not being interested and that implies not caring => no friends. Since the initaive always comes from my side, I'm the one who messages you and tries to start a conversation. I felt like I was begging for your friendship/attention, it sucked and I don't need that. You wouldn't keep up with that either if you were in my position.
You wanna talk? K let's talk. But it's really not in my court nymore, I tried to play it x-times but you never played back. Your place must be filled with my balls by now *sarcasm*
Re: and it all begins with you
anonymous
August 28 2004, 20:33:46 UTC
When have I EVER implied I don't care? Stop assuming things. I *do* care, otherwise I wouldn't be here. I've always cared, and if you ever think for a second that I don't, you're wrong.
As I've already said, I admit responsibility for not talking, for not being the initiator. I know that I should've taken the initiative to try and talk to you, but you never really seemed to want to talk either. It always felt like you'd rather be doing anything other than talking to me.
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It was the right decision, I've been frustrated with you too much lately and I really don't have the time to let anyone drag me down. You don't need me nymore, well then I shouldn't either, simple logic. Just listen to Alanis Morisette and you'll get what I mean by I had no other choice.
I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy cuz I've got things to do
I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me cuz I don't need you to
I'm not needy
I don't get clingy much
I am not scared
I'm not afraid as such
I'm not dependent
Rock solid stays in touch
Doth I protest too much
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On the other hand, I shouldn't have to beg you to be my friend.
It's up in your court, really. But I guess I already know what the answer is.
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I felt like I was begging for your friendship/attention, it sucked and I don't need that. You wouldn't keep up with that either if you were in my position.
You wanna talk? K let's talk. But it's really not in my court nymore, I tried to play it x-times but you never played back. Your place must be filled with my balls by now *sarcasm*
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As I've already said, I admit responsibility for not talking, for not being the initiator. I know that I should've taken the initiative to try and talk to you, but you never really seemed to want to talk either. It always felt like you'd rather be doing anything other than talking to me.
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Added you.
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