Aug 31, 2008 17:06
I go there because I wanted to redirect my self-destructive tendencies towards another world, away from the people that I care about. I go there. Compartmentalizaton, I suppose. For my family, for the people that I love, I want to be better. Maybe I want to be Judah Stark or James Liddell.
Sometimes, I think that it's working. When I'm home, I don't feel the things that I used to feel. I dismantled my lab, I work on my book, I'm with my family and for the most part I'm happy.
But when I'm there. When I'm there.
Well.
jonathan crane,
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