I haven't posted an entry for 1 year and 5 months
So, first entry in over a year. Should I re-establish this ridiculous addiction to LJ again? I really hope not to do that. I can vent on here and know only a select few people I know will read it. So what the hell have I been up to? Well I moved to Chicago in August to go to school at Columbia College Chicago. Currently, I am back in MN to celebrate the holidays and want to kill myself. The truth: I love being home and I honestly have a huge lump in my stomach begging me not to return to Chicago. Can I do that? No. No, I can not. I have friends there, I have a boyfriend there. Maybe I am crazy, well fuck, I AM CRAZY, but I really like this guy. He's pretty much the biggest nerd ever and I adore his love for comics and music. Although, we constantly have these huge serious conversations that I always start, he knows how to lighten it up and put me back where I need to be. I should treasure his presence in my life. I should look around and appreciate all the good things I got, here and in Chicago.