May 12, 2004 22:01
oh my goodness does my team suck at softball!!!!!!! but it's so much FUN so i really don't care if we win! but it would be nice to win once in a while. plus after games there is always DQ!!! one of most favorite places in the world!
so yep its official i was blunt and upfront about andrew making fun of me and not knowing how to drive my car. i can't say i was too nice about it, but it was seriously pissing me off so bad, so yep i told him. OF COURSE i offended him, and OF COURSE i feel horrible! but at the same time, relieved, and pissed off becuase he holds a grudge. but on top of all of that i feel so bad. why does the fricking truth hurt, and why do i have to make it hurt more, why can't i just be nice all the time! it's either i'm really nice and don't do or say anything or i'm super blunt and rude about it! what the heck, i quit. i don't want to care anymore, but i do anyways. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! this sucks!