so i found my old journal on diaryland from 2001/2002 and i was so sad! i was a pretty good writer though. i think i only wrote well when i was sad. if you would like to read, here is the link.
http://lastbeliever.diaryland.com it brought back so many memories from early college. andre, justin, david, depression without medication, life before jonathan. seems like a completely different girl.