Growth
I have been having some major improvements in my interactions with others. Still not operating with the ease that was a hallmark of my life. I've been finding that the mistakes I make lately seem to be pretty big ones. Thats okay, big mistakes mean i'm taking big chances. It's kind of like i'm eperimenting with who i am and trying to bring that closer to who i want to be. It's that sense of who i want to be that so often brings the friction into interactions. I wonder if maybe I'd be better off just digging who I am, but really where is the challenge in that.