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well.
i started work at the black cow last week.
its nice. and hard.
ive been having some really intense conversations with a bunch of incomparable people. To vent is probably my best medication. I am not sure how i feel about the people i go to school with. I specifically remember, last year, being rather social with several different crowds and crews. Now, i hang out with basically the same people everyday and for some reason or another, i am completly content with it. Like they say 'its better to have a few great friends than 100 good friends'. Dont you hate it when you are walking in the hallway, and someone you know relativly well is walking towards you, yet they dont make any effort to acknowledge you, look straight and pass right on by. I know i do. Its really silly. Along with everything else in highschool. Stupid drama, dumb hate against freshmen; its all nonsense. After this summer, i promised myself that i wouldnt get heated over anything that i know is a waste of my time. And i intend to fulfil that. Highschool is supposed to be about kids, forced to be educated, but somehow make the absolute best of it. Its about silly crushes! And inside jokes! Its not about succumbing to what we all think is typical teenage lifestyle. Being a joke, starting shit, getting completly wasted every weekend. The point is, highschool, for me, is changing drastically. It might be the flexiblity of my schedule, or the classes i chose to take, but, all in all in really excited (minus homework). Its been a very stressful two weeks but somehow i have been really really happy latley. Seeing someone special in the morning sets the day just right, and then meeting up with my best friends at the cow after school sets the night. Life isnt as bad as hard as we constantly make it seem. There is nothing that death can take away from us. Luck? Fate? drop kick it out the window... we were all born a certain way, and if you so happen to have 'bad luck', so be it! I just dont see why we cant allow ourselves to be unlucky and flawed.
its late on a school night.
ps. halloween - ALL OUT GWEEDOS (me,zack,kiki,nadine,ROO,jasen,joel,andrew and maybe theis)
go li/love
maybe this time its different..
i mean i really think you like me.
i started work at the black cow last week.
its nice. and hard.
ive been having some really intense conversations with a bunch of incomparable people. To vent is probably my best medication. I am not sure how i feel about the people i go to school with. I specifically remember, last year, being rather social with several different crowds and crews. Now, i hang out with basically the same people everyday and for some reason or another, i am completly content with it. Like they say 'its better to have a few great friends than 100 good friends'. Dont you hate it when you are walking in the hallway, and someone you know relativly well is walking towards you, yet they dont make any effort to acknowledge you, look straight and pass right on by. I know i do. Its really silly. Along with everything else in highschool. Stupid drama, dumb hate against freshmen; its all nonsense. After this summer, i promised myself that i wouldnt get heated over anything that i know is a waste of my time. And i intend to fulfil that. Highschool is supposed to be about kids, forced to be educated, but somehow make the absolute best of it. Its about silly crushes! And inside jokes! Its not about succumbing to what we all think is typical teenage lifestyle. Being a joke, starting shit, getting completly wasted every weekend. The point is, highschool, for me, is changing drastically. It might be the flexiblity of my schedule, or the classes i chose to take, but, all in all in really excited (minus homework). Its been a very stressful two weeks but somehow i have been really really happy latley. Seeing someone special in the morning sets the day just right, and then meeting up with my best friends at the cow after school sets the night. Life isnt as bad as hard as we constantly make it seem. There is nothing that death can take away from us. Luck? Fate? drop kick it out the window... we were all born a certain way, and if you so happen to have 'bad luck', so be it! I just dont see why we cant allow ourselves to be unlucky and flawed.
its late on a school night.
ps. halloween - ALL OUT GWEEDOS (me,zack,kiki,nadine,ROO,jasen,joel,andrew and maybe theis)
go li/love
maybe this time its different..
i mean i really think you like me.