motion sickness
haha, so i guess that whole summer is good thing was a joke near to end like usual.
FUCK YOU.
;)
im quite full of hate at the moment.
gahhh, the only thing i truly hate in this world is the emotion of hate.
as fucking cliche as it sounds, its true.
i hate when others give me a reason to be pissed off.
its not like im bored so i decide to have a stick up my ass,
it takes a lot to make me angry.
and since i seem to live between a rock and a hard place, the second an outside force gives me shit,
theres absolutely nothing i can do about anything.
it pisses me off even more that all i want to do is be happy.
i have no intentions of intruding, taunting death, wreaking havoc, or causing any pain to anyone.
yet, im unable to do one thing i can find pleasure in.
i have so many chances to enjoy life,
but the second that they end im forced to accept thats the only time im allowed.
im a fucking caged thought process, with neurons to deliver the lack of endorphins to my brain.
this entire entry is ridiculous, theres a light at the end of my tunnel.
it just depends how long it takes for me to get there,
and hope to God that everyone else that controls my life doesnt make any sudden movements.
"Time take us forward. Relief from this longing, they can land that plane on my heart I don’t care just give me November, the warmth of a whisper in the freezing darkness of my room. But no matter what I would do in an attempt to replace. All the pills that I take trying to balance my brain. I have seen the curious girl with that look on her face. So surprised she stares out from her display case."
FUCK YOU.
;)
im quite full of hate at the moment.
gahhh, the only thing i truly hate in this world is the emotion of hate.
as fucking cliche as it sounds, its true.
i hate when others give me a reason to be pissed off.
its not like im bored so i decide to have a stick up my ass,
it takes a lot to make me angry.
and since i seem to live between a rock and a hard place, the second an outside force gives me shit,
theres absolutely nothing i can do about anything.
it pisses me off even more that all i want to do is be happy.
i have no intentions of intruding, taunting death, wreaking havoc, or causing any pain to anyone.
yet, im unable to do one thing i can find pleasure in.
i have so many chances to enjoy life,
but the second that they end im forced to accept thats the only time im allowed.
im a fucking caged thought process, with neurons to deliver the lack of endorphins to my brain.
this entire entry is ridiculous, theres a light at the end of my tunnel.
it just depends how long it takes for me to get there,
and hope to God that everyone else that controls my life doesnt make any sudden movements.
"Time take us forward. Relief from this longing, they can land that plane on my heart I don’t care just give me November, the warmth of a whisper in the freezing darkness of my room. But no matter what I would do in an attempt to replace. All the pills that I take trying to balance my brain. I have seen the curious girl with that look on her face. So surprised she stares out from her display case."