fuckin sweeeeeeeeet
holy fuck man! this weekend kicked ass. lots of drinkin, lots of music, hangin with the guys. totally fuckin pimp. i've slept like fuckin 2 hours in the past 3 days, but whatevaaa, thats what mondays for.
me web and justin drove down to portland on saturday. went out to eat, then startin the drinkin. made complete fucks of ourselves, but thats normal. eventually we passed out, then woke up on sunday and went to jer practice for a few hours. music definitely sounds awesome, and the rest of the band seems pretty bad ass.
from there we met up with megan at the mall and had some food, then walked around and checked out all the fine ladies. thats pretty much where things ended. we drove back up to fuckin shithole bangor and met up at dennys around midnight. jammed out to some LP along the way. also fuckin jammed out to our new anthem... three days grace - i hate everything about you. dunno why it is.. well, yeah, we do. but it fits perfectly, and its an angry song. woooooooooooooooooo!
anyway, we sat at dennys for a couple hours talkin bout guy shit. i was actually gonna call melis, but i didnt know if she'd be sleeping or not, so i didnt. of course, 20 minutes later she calls. she ends up goin to dennys and sittin with us for a while with manda and toni. it was good to see her again. its always good to see her actually. wish i could see her every second of every day, but, ha, that'll never happen. plus, didnt seem like she was too pleased with me for some reason. i'm starting to get the feeling that she hates me, or at least that she doesnt feel the way i feel about her. but yeah, what else is new. i know it probably doesnt seem like i try at all, but i dunno what i'm supposed to do. i know what i want, and i'm pretty sure she knows what i want, but i'm not sure if its possible. shes leaving for portland after this school year for 4 years or whatever. so in other words wayyy too long. it pretty much shatters any dream that ive ever had about me and her. which blows, b/c deep down i kinda hoped she'd be the one. but, thats just me. i think i'm ready to settle down and find someone. on the other hand, i dont think she is. it'd be nice, and itd be nice if i was that person for her. =( blah only in my dreams....
god, i feel like complete shit sometimes. blows hardcore. but i gotta get ready for work. have a good day everyone. i cant wait to catch up on some sleep. THEN, i WILL call melis at some point during the day. thats half the reason nothing is happening. i'm too much of a fuckin puss puss. whatevvvv, i'm out
later
-bri
me web and justin drove down to portland on saturday. went out to eat, then startin the drinkin. made complete fucks of ourselves, but thats normal. eventually we passed out, then woke up on sunday and went to jer practice for a few hours. music definitely sounds awesome, and the rest of the band seems pretty bad ass.
from there we met up with megan at the mall and had some food, then walked around and checked out all the fine ladies. thats pretty much where things ended. we drove back up to fuckin shithole bangor and met up at dennys around midnight. jammed out to some LP along the way. also fuckin jammed out to our new anthem... three days grace - i hate everything about you. dunno why it is.. well, yeah, we do. but it fits perfectly, and its an angry song. woooooooooooooooooo!
anyway, we sat at dennys for a couple hours talkin bout guy shit. i was actually gonna call melis, but i didnt know if she'd be sleeping or not, so i didnt. of course, 20 minutes later she calls. she ends up goin to dennys and sittin with us for a while with manda and toni. it was good to see her again. its always good to see her actually. wish i could see her every second of every day, but, ha, that'll never happen. plus, didnt seem like she was too pleased with me for some reason. i'm starting to get the feeling that she hates me, or at least that she doesnt feel the way i feel about her. but yeah, what else is new. i know it probably doesnt seem like i try at all, but i dunno what i'm supposed to do. i know what i want, and i'm pretty sure she knows what i want, but i'm not sure if its possible. shes leaving for portland after this school year for 4 years or whatever. so in other words wayyy too long. it pretty much shatters any dream that ive ever had about me and her. which blows, b/c deep down i kinda hoped she'd be the one. but, thats just me. i think i'm ready to settle down and find someone. on the other hand, i dont think she is. it'd be nice, and itd be nice if i was that person for her. =( blah only in my dreams....
god, i feel like complete shit sometimes. blows hardcore. but i gotta get ready for work. have a good day everyone. i cant wait to catch up on some sleep. THEN, i WILL call melis at some point during the day. thats half the reason nothing is happening. i'm too much of a fuckin puss puss. whatevvvv, i'm out
later
-bri