AHHHHHHH
yup, so let's see. what's happened since the last time i wrote something.
x-mas
21st birthday
new years
whoopdee fucking doo. plus i've been sick. i'm sure you care.
now, it's come to my attention that some people are, how do i put this... ashamed?.. or maybe... embarrassed?.. either one, that i'm not in school. so in essence, even though i'm 21, i'm not really considered to be "in college", or considered "a college guy". if that offends you, then ya know what? fuck you. fuck you. and a big fuck you. if you people doubt me, then good, go ahead and do so. i don't need your sorry asses anyway.
i'll show you. i don't need girls, and i definitely don't need relationships. you think you're embarrassed now? just wait a few years until you see me then. then you'll surely be embarrassed. and i'll love every minute of it.
so as soon as i can, i'm going to school, and getting the hell out of this god-forsaken place. i don't need it, and it doesn't need me. cali sounds nice. big schools, warm weather, hot, and yes, beautiful girls everywhere. wow.
but anyway
so fine, think what you want, and do what you want. i control my own destiny. and if you don't like what you see? then too fucking bad. go find something else. i don't change for anybody.
on that note, i must finish my essays, and get sleep so i get rid of this shit sickness.
goodbye
-brian
i can't take this..
born to break this..