Nov 30, 2004 01:01
well, i'll go to bed in a little bit. i got sidetracked a bit, lol.
wanted to check up on past entries in this thing, and ended up reading
half of them. a little depressing though, some of them.
such as, ooo, the ones from the beginning of march, let's say.
blah
i said i wasn't going to bring any of that up again, but it's hard not
to after i read that. things were so PERFECT! just totally
sucks how things turned out. i mean i understand where she's
coming from about being worried about everything blowing up again, as i
probably would be also, but jeepers! if she doesn't realize that
i'm well aware of what happened, and that there is no way in hell that
i'd ever let it happen again, then well, i just don't know. i
don't know how to make it any more obvious. i'm aware of how
things were at the start, and everytime i re-read what i wrote it just
bothers me even more that i'm not going to get a chance to re-ignite
those feelings once again. BLEH!
alright, i gotta stop. i'm gettin sappy.
sorry again, but i just wish you'd believe me... you know who you are =/
OK, seriously, bedtime, or at least time to go do something constructive
nite all... seriously, no puh
-bri
...wasting words on lowercases and capitals...