*i'm sorry... from the bottom of my heart*
it's over =o(
all i wanted was for her to be happy once again. and i never even got the chance to make that happen. i don't really know what to say. i'm at a loss for words really.
i screwed up big time, as i usually do, i know everyone can vouch for me there. i realize i was a complete asshole and a flat out horrible boyfriend, but i've changed. i wanted one shot, just one, to see if i could get things back to where they were. and nothing =o(
ugh, this hurts. this hurts alot. i know she told me it was over for good, but i hate thinking that. especially after doing everything i could to make it all better. moving on is going to be so unbelievably difficult. she's the only girl i've been thinking about for months now. i've been replaying things over in my head repeatedly. i knew exactly what it was that i had to change to make it work. i had it all down. and then she tells me it's over. just like that. i was stunned. i hadn't been expecting it at all. i actually was starting to believe that things were getting better. we had been talking more, starting to see more of eachother. then BANG. over =o(
blah, i dont know. i'm totally confused as to what to do next. i really am. i just dont know where it went wrong in the last week. i dont understand at all. i never saw this coming.
ugh... i honestly feel like i'm going to be sick =(
i should go. i won't be able to sleep right off, but usually crying makes me sleep eventually =(
cya.. =(
-bri
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all i wanted was for her to be happy once again. and i never even got the chance to make that happen. i don't really know what to say. i'm at a loss for words really.
i screwed up big time, as i usually do, i know everyone can vouch for me there. i realize i was a complete asshole and a flat out horrible boyfriend, but i've changed. i wanted one shot, just one, to see if i could get things back to where they were. and nothing =o(
ugh, this hurts. this hurts alot. i know she told me it was over for good, but i hate thinking that. especially after doing everything i could to make it all better. moving on is going to be so unbelievably difficult. she's the only girl i've been thinking about for months now. i've been replaying things over in my head repeatedly. i knew exactly what it was that i had to change to make it work. i had it all down. and then she tells me it's over. just like that. i was stunned. i hadn't been expecting it at all. i actually was starting to believe that things were getting better. we had been talking more, starting to see more of eachother. then BANG. over =o(
blah, i dont know. i'm totally confused as to what to do next. i really am. i just dont know where it went wrong in the last week. i dont understand at all. i never saw this coming.
ugh... i honestly feel like i'm going to be sick =(
i should go. i won't be able to sleep right off, but usually crying makes me sleep eventually =(
cya.. =(
-bri
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