actf
so i'm currently on the downeaster on my way to haverhill and then off to Fitchberg, MA for ACTF. this year the whole department didn't go down so i'm taking some time away from maine to go to the festival and also (more importantly) to see jess. i am so excited to see her (even though its only been like 2 weeks since last we hung out). its really hard when we're not toget\her (for me) and i feel like all i do is think about the next time i'm going to see her. i'm hoping she gets work in Maine this summer so that i can see her a lot more and possibly live together again (pending on our situations at the time). i'm counting down the days until i'm out of college and can move. i mean i know its important to have fun now and enjoy college because the real world sucks (yadda yadda) but i feel like i'm ready for it. i'm ready to work most days and to come home at night craming lines or working on a design, but really none of that will bother me too much as long as she's there at the end of the night with me.
i know, kinda sappy, ne?
in other news, classes are going well and i'm actually enjoying most of them this semester. drama lit sucks, thats a given but otherwise i dont hate any of my classes. i think this might be the semester where i can prove to everyone that i really am a good student and pull off honor roll. i'm far from dean's list but hey, academics were never my bag baby.
also i've been slowly getting back into manga, in the last 2 weeks i've read all of Bleach (thats out) and gotten caught up in Naruto. currently i'm trying to get caught up on Full Metal Alchemist (a personal fav) and i think im going to tackel Beserk next (if i can find it online).
overall (aside from money issues which is nothing new with me) my life is going well. i've gotten back in touch with Kat, and i think im mending some mistakes that i've made there. despite the shit i put her through she really was/is one of my better friends. it feels good to have her back in my life (to some extent). I feel that a lot of my past mistakes i'm starting to be correct and that i'm on the way to being a decent person (for reals). ever since i really started practicing being a pagen i've been more in touch with the feelings of those around me and how heavily i influence people. i mean becoming a pagen didn't suddenly make me wake up and go "hey i should be sensitive to other people" but it helped me really be aware of my presence. the days are coming when people like me are going to be needed.
well thats enough of that, and that's it for now.
love and peace.
-token
i know, kinda sappy, ne?
in other news, classes are going well and i'm actually enjoying most of them this semester. drama lit sucks, thats a given but otherwise i dont hate any of my classes. i think this might be the semester where i can prove to everyone that i really am a good student and pull off honor roll. i'm far from dean's list but hey, academics were never my bag baby.
also i've been slowly getting back into manga, in the last 2 weeks i've read all of Bleach (thats out) and gotten caught up in Naruto. currently i'm trying to get caught up on Full Metal Alchemist (a personal fav) and i think im going to tackel Beserk next (if i can find it online).
overall (aside from money issues which is nothing new with me) my life is going well. i've gotten back in touch with Kat, and i think im mending some mistakes that i've made there. despite the shit i put her through she really was/is one of my better friends. it feels good to have her back in my life (to some extent). I feel that a lot of my past mistakes i'm starting to be correct and that i'm on the way to being a decent person (for reals). ever since i really started practicing being a pagen i've been more in touch with the feelings of those around me and how heavily i influence people. i mean becoming a pagen didn't suddenly make me wake up and go "hey i should be sensitive to other people" but it helped me really be aware of my presence. the days are coming when people like me are going to be needed.
well thats enough of that, and that's it for now.
love and peace.
-token