May 27, 2007 17:28
"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ." - Mohandas Ghandi
Over this sweet weekend, all I have been doing since Saturday is lying on a couch, thinking & thinking.
I think I finally realize what Ghandi really meant.
Well, everybody fails; so what good is it to expect something absolute out of human?
This is my will, and that is your will. Not everybody is walking steps on a same path.
And I have my own will from God, or something that I myself am holding accountable.
If I am meant to leave, I will no longer hesitate to leave everything behind.
People, things, and such.
What good is it if all the goodies from the good past does nothing but give such a burden on your shoulder?
I'm getting lethargic over this bubble. Christian bubble.
I love my friends. I love where I am. I love what I am doing, kind of.
But I can't stand all the worthless malice that we commit as Christians.
It is pardoned because we are in this phony Christian bubble.
Christ did not differentiate us from others just for our own sake.
We are put together, protected, so that we are to be disseminated later, spreading the words of him and God.
Please, Please. Let's not think that we deserve all this.
Please, let's think one more time, and not take advantage of the gift.
And please, let's not be more arrogant, more ignorant than the good others who deserve to be saved rather than us.
It's just so crazy whenever I realize I can't afford myself.
So I am the bad one. Leave everybody. Leave