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I don't like writting in this anymore. As you can tell. I haven't written in it since a very bad day. I don't like to write in it mainly because it makes me think of things. Things that for now are better lost somewhere in my mind, somewhere i can't think about them. But I feel like "updating" you on the positive things in my life. So here we go, and I'll try to stay positive, although i doubt it'll happen. So just deal with it.
I love my boyfriend. The end.
I hate my job.
I love NH.
I hate moving.
I love my friends first and formost. FOREVER.
I think I miss having "A best friend". I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
Actually, I've been thinking of a lot lately.
Sometimes it's good, actually no.
It's never good.
I hate thinking about things.
It causes loss of sleep on my part.
I hate not sleeping. :(
I've changed a lot over the summer.
A LOT.
More than most people know.
And I'm comfortable with it, surprisingly.
I like who I've become.
I like the things I've done this summer.
I'm SOMEWHAT looking forward to school.
No, i'm actually just looking forward to school clothes shopping.
And seeing people I dont see during the summer every day at school.
And being a junior.
And getting my license.
And Columbus Day Weekend. (I'm going to NC to visit my booooyyyy<33)
And soccer..minus the tryouts.
And working less.
And having more freedom.
And yeah.
Today I worked 9-2. I haven't worked since last sunday. Nice break I must say. Then I came home, changed, and went over Daves. I gave him his surprise today. I made him a scrapbook, with pictures and momentos of US in it. I really like how it turned out. He loved it. I was glad. :) But it was somewhat painful to give to him. Because while I was making it for him, I reminised a lot about the times we had together, all of which were great. So it was kinda like a "closeur" or reality check I guess. But surprisingly I'm becoming more use to the idea of the move. We hung out for a while, talked, laughed, took pictures :)Maybe I'll post them later..:) they make me laugh. Then we went & got a movie..White Noise. Came home & watched that (good movie) Then ate dinner & went outside. We layed on the trampoline for about a 1/2 hour & looked at what he thought was a satellite..i really dont know what it was. We took pictures of it, haha. Then it got dark & we layed and looked at stars :) And took silly pictures. It cracked me up. Then went back in and watched the end of Dogma? maybe? idk. Then some of Scary Movie 2 and then I came home.
Tomorrow I'm working 11-4. Then we're getting our pictures professionally taken :D (me & dave) then we're hanging out after. We're hanging out everyday this week. It's my last week with him. Since I go to NH next week & he's moving soon after i get home. So i'm getting as much of him as i can this week. We wanna go to the 311 concert the 19th but i'm gona be in NH :(
I love my boyfriend. The end.
I hate my job.
I love NH.
I hate moving.
I love my friends first and formost. FOREVER.
I think I miss having "A best friend". I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
Actually, I've been thinking of a lot lately.
Sometimes it's good, actually no.
It's never good.
I hate thinking about things.
It causes loss of sleep on my part.
I hate not sleeping. :(
I've changed a lot over the summer.
A LOT.
More than most people know.
And I'm comfortable with it, surprisingly.
I like who I've become.
I like the things I've done this summer.
I'm SOMEWHAT looking forward to school.
No, i'm actually just looking forward to school clothes shopping.
And seeing people I dont see during the summer every day at school.
And being a junior.
And getting my license.
And Columbus Day Weekend. (I'm going to NC to visit my booooyyyy<33)
And soccer..minus the tryouts.
And working less.
And having more freedom.
And yeah.
Today I worked 9-2. I haven't worked since last sunday. Nice break I must say. Then I came home, changed, and went over Daves. I gave him his surprise today. I made him a scrapbook, with pictures and momentos of US in it. I really like how it turned out. He loved it. I was glad. :) But it was somewhat painful to give to him. Because while I was making it for him, I reminised a lot about the times we had together, all of which were great. So it was kinda like a "closeur" or reality check I guess. But surprisingly I'm becoming more use to the idea of the move. We hung out for a while, talked, laughed, took pictures :)Maybe I'll post them later..:) they make me laugh. Then we went & got a movie..White Noise. Came home & watched that (good movie) Then ate dinner & went outside. We layed on the trampoline for about a 1/2 hour & looked at what he thought was a satellite..i really dont know what it was. We took pictures of it, haha. Then it got dark & we layed and looked at stars :) And took silly pictures. It cracked me up. Then went back in and watched the end of Dogma? maybe? idk. Then some of Scary Movie 2 and then I came home.
Tomorrow I'm working 11-4. Then we're getting our pictures professionally taken :D (me & dave) then we're hanging out after. We're hanging out everyday this week. It's my last week with him. Since I go to NH next week & he's moving soon after i get home. So i'm getting as much of him as i can this week. We wanna go to the 311 concert the 19th but i'm gona be in NH :(