& we were dreaming.
Yesterday, was one of the worst days of my life. I will not talk about it. I want to erase it from my memory completely. The only good part of it was spending the day at water wizz with dave. THAT is the ONLY time I was smiling, laughing, happy, not thinking about anything other than the great time I was having with him. Well that sure stopped.
Anyways, I didn't sleep more than 2 hours last night. I stayed up all night cause i couldn't sleep. I had my mom stay up with me, thats how bad I was. I was a mess. I'm scared of being that way again.
I had to get up at 7 and work 8-2 today. It sucked, i just wanted to sleep. But I got a text at 10 from dave, telling me he was sorry for yesterday and that he loves me, 2 times. :) THAT is what made me happier. There were 2 things that made me a mess last night. I'm not even going to go into them cause one if over with & the other i dont even want to think about. So yes, that made one situation better.
After work, I went to Bennys with my mom & brother to bring back his bike and then we got Papa Ginos. It was pretty good <3 Then I came back here & chilled for a while then met up with Brittany & Brian. It was good to see them :) And we did what only the cool alewife kids do, and chilled in the neighborhood. haha :)
Tomorrow, I have the day off from work..but I'm stuck here. Cause I have to watch my brother cause my moms working & my dads going away on business. Maybe me & my brother can go over Daves...yeah that'd be nice. :) Who knows though.
Someone put a bid on Daves house. Even though I just said i dont want to go into detail about what was wrong, here I am doing it. WTF. But yeah, they counter offered it, which means they'll pay what Daves parents are asking for it, but they want ALL of their appliances (frigdges, washer/dryer, coffee machine, toaster..ETC), their lawnmower AND all the curtains. They want all this because they can't afford to buy any of those. YEAH. But they need a loan from the bank to buy the house, and its a lot of money to ask for ... ESPECIALLY when they can't even afford a fridge or washer/dryer..etc. YEAH. So this is the ONLY thing that we have to hold onto, the only bit of hope we have left. HOPEFULLY, if god doesn't hate us, he wont let the bank give them the loan. Also, the people that want the house, its depending on whether their house sells or not. SO those are the only 2 bits of hope we have. I guess the contract for daves house being on the market is up on the 25th. So i think, i might be wrong, but if its not settled in 8 days..then they can't do it anymore. And his dad said last night that if the people interested in the house now don't follow through with the purchase, then thats the last people they will let look at the house & they'll take it off the market after. So basically, if you have ANY care or love for me at ALL, you will PRAY and CROSS YOUR FINGERS and KNOCK ON WOOD and basically do whatever you can to HOPE they dont move. PLEEASSEE. Yeah, I'm done with that. wtf.
Anyways, I didn't sleep more than 2 hours last night. I stayed up all night cause i couldn't sleep. I had my mom stay up with me, thats how bad I was. I was a mess. I'm scared of being that way again.
I had to get up at 7 and work 8-2 today. It sucked, i just wanted to sleep. But I got a text at 10 from dave, telling me he was sorry for yesterday and that he loves me, 2 times. :) THAT is what made me happier. There were 2 things that made me a mess last night. I'm not even going to go into them cause one if over with & the other i dont even want to think about. So yes, that made one situation better.
After work, I went to Bennys with my mom & brother to bring back his bike and then we got Papa Ginos. It was pretty good <3 Then I came back here & chilled for a while then met up with Brittany & Brian. It was good to see them :) And we did what only the cool alewife kids do, and chilled in the neighborhood. haha :)
Tomorrow, I have the day off from work..but I'm stuck here. Cause I have to watch my brother cause my moms working & my dads going away on business. Maybe me & my brother can go over Daves...yeah that'd be nice. :) Who knows though.
Someone put a bid on Daves house. Even though I just said i dont want to go into detail about what was wrong, here I am doing it. WTF. But yeah, they counter offered it, which means they'll pay what Daves parents are asking for it, but they want ALL of their appliances (frigdges, washer/dryer, coffee machine, toaster..ETC), their lawnmower AND all the curtains. They want all this because they can't afford to buy any of those. YEAH. But they need a loan from the bank to buy the house, and its a lot of money to ask for ... ESPECIALLY when they can't even afford a fridge or washer/dryer..etc. YEAH. So this is the ONLY thing that we have to hold onto, the only bit of hope we have left. HOPEFULLY, if god doesn't hate us, he wont let the bank give them the loan. Also, the people that want the house, its depending on whether their house sells or not. SO those are the only 2 bits of hope we have. I guess the contract for daves house being on the market is up on the 25th. So i think, i might be wrong, but if its not settled in 8 days..then they can't do it anymore. And his dad said last night that if the people interested in the house now don't follow through with the purchase, then thats the last people they will let look at the house & they'll take it off the market after. So basically, if you have ANY care or love for me at ALL, you will PRAY and CROSS YOUR FINGERS and KNOCK ON WOOD and basically do whatever you can to HOPE they dont move. PLEEASSEE. Yeah, I'm done with that. wtf.