Nov 12, 2003 23:49
Ok, I probibly should spell this out a little. 2 years ago...there was the first girl I ever loved. Her name was Felicia. Well she found me to be a nice guy, and rather cuddily. She wanted to be a little more sexual than I did, well actualy I get the feeling if she had her way we would have been doing it very often.
Anyway...she was also seeing and doing 2 other guys at least. Needless to say, I was very confused. I wanted to win her over, make me her only one. Well she descided to boik just one of them and use me for a human plush toy.
Well recently...umm...well...for the sake of those involved I won't say what has gone on...but I've had that brought to my mind.
Part of me feels like a woman I love a lot is turning into her. *shivers* I don't want to go threw that again.
drea,
thoughts,
trouble,
heart,
tears,
love