Liars turn me on.
The cabin was fun. I miss the good times we use to have. I guess it is impossible to bring new people into our regulars. As soon as Brad got there it just felt right. We did some of usual and then some. Our version of circle of death was fun and I love those boys. They know I can be dumb and they accept it and make me feel better about things. I just wish that everything could be that easy.
I enjoy talking to them about everything. There are times where I feel like the only one and it bothers me to open up about it. There can be times when things just get so difficult. I need them around to straighten me back out.
Moving to Grand Rapids is getting me so excited that I can't wait. I was unsure about it for the past two weeks but now I want to move more then ever. I just don't feel like dealing with somethings so I am just trying to blow them off. People included.
Recently I realized its easier to say thing then to actually do them. If you tell someone you miss them and you need to hang out. Its easier to say then to actually call them. I can't believe how many times I have heard/said that exact thing to numerous of people. It just easier to act nice then to be nice these days. Also I am so busy with recent events that sitting at home typing this update is easier.
Music just somehow keeps me sane. I just am about to go off when I hear the right song and I feel fine. I don't know why but I love the feeling.
Well this is just a start. When I have time for more I'll get back to it.
-AutBot
I enjoy talking to them about everything. There are times where I feel like the only one and it bothers me to open up about it. There can be times when things just get so difficult. I need them around to straighten me back out.
Moving to Grand Rapids is getting me so excited that I can't wait. I was unsure about it for the past two weeks but now I want to move more then ever. I just don't feel like dealing with somethings so I am just trying to blow them off. People included.
Recently I realized its easier to say thing then to actually do them. If you tell someone you miss them and you need to hang out. Its easier to say then to actually call them. I can't believe how many times I have heard/said that exact thing to numerous of people. It just easier to act nice then to be nice these days. Also I am so busy with recent events that sitting at home typing this update is easier.
Music just somehow keeps me sane. I just am about to go off when I hear the right song and I feel fine. I don't know why but I love the feeling.
Well this is just a start. When I have time for more I'll get back to it.
-AutBot