Other Way, The

[last_november]

So a long time ago I would take my problems out on others.
Well I have had an in sight on life.
I take problems out on myself.

I have realized that I am more like a Bollman everyday.
Come to find out that a lot of my Aunts only hung out with guys around my age because "Girls are Mean".
I found this out about myself.
I like the company of guys more than girls because they nit-pick a lot.
I am not saying that I don't like hanging out with girls its just I get along better with guys.
I also read a study for why people stress.
It said to think more like a boy.
So I am trying this out.

I have to come to realize that no one is trust-able.

I am trying to understand what I did wrong now for a certain boy to just stop talking to me. I have really only hung out with him a couple times and he made me feel nice but now nothing.
Oh well I guess, huh.

I really want classes to start back up so I don't have to just sit home every night. I have gone through a lot of movies and books this summer.
Go me.

Well everything is illuminated.

I wish I could still call you a friend

Drake Bell is in Midland tomorrow and I don't get to see him. :[