May 20, 2012 17:20
So yesterday I had a bit of a binge day and did around 1200cals. I was disappointed with myself. I should've been drinking more liquids to maintain control.
But the weird part is, this morning, I was down 2lbs! Since yesterday! Maybe it was just that I was dehydrated, but that was NOT the number I expected.
So, in the last 11 days, I've lost 6lbs. So, if that continues, I'll be 3-4 lbs shy of my conservative goal for the 31st. It sucks going back somewhere you haven't been for a while, and fatter than you were before :/
But, on the upside, today has felt really easy to control. Only had a frozen OJ so far, ~100cals. It's probably because I slept like crap last night, and when I don't sleep well, my stomach hates me as much as I hate it.
Might see a friend later who is in town... and very recently single. I certainly wouldn't mind some "companionship" right now haha. Even though I wouldn't want to torture anyone by having them see my body exposed right now.