Jan 16, 2005 15:52
I feel like getting away. Things could be good right now, whether restrictions and rules are they way they are now or not. Let’s not care about anything, it’s the best way to be. If you spend your life caring about what is going on you are going to have one hell of a shitty life. Fuck what people think and what people want. Your life is yours not anybody elses. So you either give the world a good scare, or you sit on your ass and worry about it. If you worry about it don’t; ask for any sympathy. I think I give people too much sympathy instead of telling them what I really think and how I think they’re wasting they’re time. You either sit and take the worlds shit until you’re 18, or you just go against everything you are told. Don’t just sit around complaining about it. You’ll get nothing accomplished and you will waste your years. My mom told me today that she didn’t know me today, and I told her that if I let her know who I really am, that she won’t like me. And I realized then that I shouldn’t care. I am who I am and fuck you if you don’t like it. Like that community I applied for… I didn’t apply because I wanted to be accepted. I applied just to see what people would say… then completely forget about it! I have no idea where to go with this, but live your life, not for others and not the way others want you to.