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wow.
so much has changed since i last posted.
its been over between jarret and i for 6 months.
i still cant believe it sometimes.
it was really really hard...at least up until saturday.
i wont go into detail. we will just say it was the first time i have seen him in 4 months.
and i barely recognized him and i wish i could say that was based on outward appearances.
hes changed.
hes not the person i fell in love with. and seeing that helped me get over my last bit of feelings for him.
well..that and the other reason is christian.
hes wonderful.
hes not an asshole.
hes a massage therapist....hahahah(thats just a bonus)
hes so sweet.
hemakes me feel safe.
and when hes around i dont feel like im walking around with a gaping hole in my chest.
its all finally turning around :)
so much has changed since i last posted.
its been over between jarret and i for 6 months.
i still cant believe it sometimes.
it was really really hard...at least up until saturday.
i wont go into detail. we will just say it was the first time i have seen him in 4 months.
and i barely recognized him and i wish i could say that was based on outward appearances.
hes changed.
hes not the person i fell in love with. and seeing that helped me get over my last bit of feelings for him.
well..that and the other reason is christian.
hes wonderful.
hes not an asshole.
hes a massage therapist....hahahah(thats just a bonus)
hes so sweet.
hemakes me feel safe.
and when hes around i dont feel like im walking around with a gaping hole in my chest.
its all finally turning around :)